About EpicEllie


I often blur the complexities of my dreams and reality. It's then that I question the importance of things.

Don't ever apologize for things you believe to be true. Unless absolutely necessary, there is no reason for one to defend or prove themselves to others. I think that the words of advice "pick your battles wisely" is cliché yet important.

My life wouldn't be complete without music. I play my guitar for hours everyday until I see blood underneath the surface of my fingertips and then I continue to play. I would be lost without my guitar. I'm gravitated towards funk rock and rock, especially the Chili Peppers. My inspiration is John Frusciante, former guitarist of the Chili Peppers and solo artist.

"You cannot find peace by avoiding life." - Virginia Woolf

*"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how." - Nietzsche

"There will be obstacles. There will be doubters. There will be mistakes. But with hard work, there are no limits." - Michael Phelps

Witt: "You ever get lonely?"
Welsh: "Only around people." - Jim Caviezel as Witt; Sean Penn as Welsh, "The Thin Red Line"

"One way or another we all want to escape. An ordinary life shackles us, we need to get away. Get away from boredom, and pain..and fear. But not me. Fear is how I know I'm alive." - Adrien Brody as Houdini, "Houdini"

"I don’t wanna know what’s around the corner. I’d rather just let it happen. Surprise me. I mean why open the box if you know what’s inside?" - Adrien Brody as Jack, "Love the Hard Way"

Relationship Status:
Writing, Reading, Playing the guitar, Snowboarding, Tennis, Wall climbing, The outdoors, Beach volleyball, Concerts
Favorite Books:
This Side of Paradise, Tender is the Night, The Great Gatsby, The Beautiful and the Damned, The Voyage Out, To the Lighthouse, The Waves, A Farewell to Arms, With the Old Breed, China Marine, Blue Pills, Man's Search for Meaning, The Hours, The Portrait of Dorian Gray, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Favorite Authors:
F. Scott Fitzgerald, Virginia Woolf, Ernest Hemingway, Viktor Frankl
Favorite Movies:
Black Swan, The Royal Tenenbaums, The Darjeeling Limited, The Grand Budapest Hotel, The Jacket, The Pianist, The Hours, Girl, Interrupted, Amelié, The Thin Red Line, Breakfast at Tiffany's
Favourite TV Shows:
Houdini, The Pacific, Band of Brothers, It's Always Sunny
Favorite Music:
Funk rock, rock, classic rock: RHCP, John Frusciante, Coeur de Pirate, Metric, Stars, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Doors, Pink Floyd, Elliott Smith, MGMT, Renee Renee, Nirvana, Pearl Jam


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Stories Published By EpicEllie All Stories »


I stare into the reflection of my eyes-- Light is growing dimmer… Every passing hour I feel myself Gravitating towards numbness.   Pain rushing through my veins… I bleed the sorrow… I feel euphoric…   Numbness entangles itself around me. Give me your pain-- I will bear your heavy burden.   Light dims to darkness…   I am numb… I am free...  ...

Added 10 Aug 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 5 | Avg Score 5 | Views 100 | 3 Comments


I need to write-- my mind will not allow me. Feed my imagination. I am growing restless. Come close and I will sting you with my boredom.   I am dissociated from the world around me …lost in my thoughts. My thoughts are tangential--- my thoughts should be linear. Or should they? Perhaps, not now. I am lost in my tangled and obscured thoughts. My thoughts, my thoughts, my thoughts...  ...

Added 03 Aug 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 63 | 1 Comment

The Waiting Game

The ocean is frigid and deep; sunken ships await my entrance My head is bobbing above and below the tide as I gasp for air Quivering lips turning blue…legs kicking and arms flailing…eyes desperate I fight to stay above the surface but then begin to wonder Is the struggle to survive worth the fight?   I have been playing the waiting game to no avail Reality is fading into false...

Added 30 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 78 | 2 Comments

When We Danced the Waltz

The bright sun slowly rising from across the horizon A new day beginning to unveil and show itself The crisp air was chilly the birds beginning to sing A beautiful day approaching intertwined with strong emotions   She slowly walked along the trail away from her cabin She hugged herself with the quilt wrapped around her shoulders Walking into the field of long grass she stared ahead...

Added 25 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 85 | 2 Comments


Three hours, three days, three weeks---- I need three months to create a poem of substance! Formats and slant rhymes ingrained in my memory; I have made a mockery of them all! Perfection has been my greatest destruction.   Poetry portfolio destroyed when my back was turned. A melancholic expression no less not a single tear. What was I to do?   My book in the process of final...

Added 07 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 115 | 6 Comments

Jack and Ellie: Chapter Three (The End)

Once Ellie had returned to her apartment building she slowly walked up three flights of stairs to the top floor where she resided in her studio. Each step was painfully slow, and her melancholic face never wavered. Once she reached the door to her studio, Ellie slowly turned the key in the lock and was greeted with darkness as she opened the door. Walking inside, she leaned against the door...

Added 13 Jul 2017 | Category Romance | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 184 | 6 Comments

Jack and Ellie: Chapter Two

Ellie looked around the café, taking in its surroundings. Paintings from various artists adorned the off white walls. Large circular dimly lit lights hung from the ceiling. Intricately crafted wooden chairs surrounded small granite tables. Lavender and white peonies in small circular vases were placed in the center of each table. And a small coat rack stood in the front corner of the café....

Added 04 Jul 2017 | Category Romance | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 157 | 6 Comments

Jack and Ellie: Chapter One

Two strangers find each other through a chance encounter. They show how possibilities can be turned into reality throughout the course of one day. - Dedicated to rUnE. Thank you for your support and encouragement. There was a slight chill in the air and the afternoon sun was partly hidden behind clouds. People bustled down the sidewalks and cars sped down the streets. It was...

Added 01 Jul 2017 | Category Romance | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 180 | 7 Comments


I can feel the tears behind my eyes My body won’t allow myself to cry Repressed my feelings for far too long I’m in love with the person I’ve molded myself to be   Surprise me as I turn the corner I’d rather not expect a thing…how boring Try to make me scream I dare you You will fail… I thrive off fear   I need to cry In love knowing not one tear will escape Music I listen to...

Added 28 Jun 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 108 | 6 Comments

Beautiful Disaster

In the darkness, I live in tortured peace In the blackness, I am surrounded by empty solace I am grateful for the darkness for it is inspirational I am desolate in the blackness for all words have escaped my mind   My eyes drift yet I force insomnia to inspire my complex mind I crave the quiet darkness nighttime gifts me The complexities of my dreams are blurred with reality My...

Added 25 Jun 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 125 | 9 Comments

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