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Topic: Today, I am grateful for
Posted: 14 Nov 2017 19:18

A man who has stuck around through thick and thin and who I just celebrated our 29th anniversary with on Sunday.

Topic: I am
Posted: 09 Nov 2017 19:17

I am baffled by something and need to make a decision.

Topic: Black and White Photos
Posted: 09 Nov 2017 19:15

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Topic: Use One Word to Describe How You're Feeling
Posted: 28 Oct 2017 16:19

Healing

Topic: Picture that Number
Posted: 25 Oct 2017 19:18

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Topic: Insomnia
Posted: 25 Oct 2017 19:11

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Topic: Your today's thought or message
Posted: 25 Oct 2017 19:02

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Topic: I am
Posted: 25 Oct 2017 18:53

I am awake with this dumb cold and lonely.
I am feeling lost

I'm sorry you were awake and not feeling well. We should hang out or form a club on those nights we are up and feeling lost and lonely. I understand those feelings. <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" alt="icon_smile"> <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/icon_flower.gif" alt="flower">

Include me in. I know 3:30 AM very well these days.

We really should be forming a club. 3:30 is a terrible time to be alone with our thoughts.

Topic: The Random Blurt Thread
Posted: 25 Oct 2017 18:52

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Topic: I am
Posted: 24 Oct 2017 14:51

I am awake with this dumb cold and lonely.
I am feeling lost

I'm sorry you were awake and not feeling well. We should hang out or form a club on those nights we are up and feeling lost and lonely. I understand those feelings. <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" alt="icon_smile"> <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/icon_flower.gif" alt="flower">

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Stories Published By gillianleeza All Stories »

Misery Loves Company

As a parent, you warn your kids about the dangers of the world.  Hopefully, they grow up safe and sound, after heeding your good advice. I had managed to do just that, I raised three boys to their mid-twenties and they are good men.  I proudly passed on my sense of humor and sarcastic outlook on life to them. I was not aware that I had passed on one other thing.  The idea that if you are...

Added 04 Nov 2017 | Category Memoirs | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 116 | 10 Comments

Brain Betrayal

I will never understand or heed the voices bouncing around and ricochetting trying to lead Damaged connections and tissue warp any sense I ever have of me Self-worth not the only issue Fighting with myself at night Wanting all and nothing I can never find the light Value others see in me Perhaps they are blind And clearly, cannot see I've just been cast In a life I never chose Each...

Added 24 Oct 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 134 | 11 Comments

Recommended Read Learning to Fly

Dear Dad, I should have done this so much sooner but I am a procrastinator as you well know. Sharing my thoughts with you now is the very least I can offer. Soon you won't remember my words and perhaps not even my face. Fate is cruel, stealing your memories but leaving your body healthy and intact. From the time I was little I always felt safe with you. We had so much fun and not always...

Added 20 Sep 2017 | Category Memoirs | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 225 | 9 Comments

Gillian and the Three Mole Stories

Mole Story One I can't recall when I first realized I had a mole under my arm. It was located in the center of my armpit. Early grade school is my best guess. For the most part, I was blissfully unaware of its presence. Doctors had assured my Mother that it was harmless and there was no need to remove it. It was in third grade that my awareness of it became more pronounced. In those...

Added 06 Jul 2017 | Category Memoirs | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 207 | 8 Comments

Chemistry

Chemistry is a thief More than once it has tried to addle my brain Now it threatens my sight Chemistry is a friend Trying to help in the war The fight to regain my steps Not sure for how long or how brief Chemistry is a curse Will I recover and still See colors, hues, and light For now, I feel only grief Chemistry to battle is my plan A familiar fight but now involving my sight Time...

Added 01 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 157 | 11 Comments

We Always Go On

You used to worship and love all parts of me, do you still? Easy to do when things were tight firm and new Staring in my mirror, I see So many scars, flaws, surely you do too? Approaching from behind a kiss placed at the base of my neck Shh, stop, now's not the time I feel your lips travel and taste their way down to a scar on my arm Lingering, I try to pull away from you Hands turn me...

Added 25 Apr 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 212 | 8 Comments

Scars to Tattoos

I no longer need to make marks on me A professional who tattoos has set me free When certain thoughts return and intrude back into my life for reasons unknown I try to quiet them appease, silence the poison but I am unable to stop or cope I wear a myriad of scars Self-inflicted not that long ago Shocking and saddening myself family and friends at a time when I was so very low The...

Added 17 Apr 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 183 | 7 Comments

Memories Fade

Was there a time you were not here with me Looking back I can not see All there was is now Time our only enemy The clock counts down Days rush by Each moment felt A touch, a whisper Are more special now Years pass quickly Faster as we both age Can we please slow down Memories will fade Even now some slip Quietly away each day Fix your gentle Touch upon my body Face and all over my soul...

Added 03 Feb 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 237 | 5 Comments

Take My Hand Again

You should be able to see When I am struggling to be Cold winds howl and shake It's harder now for me to wake This year you've turned blind Leaving me to flounder in my mind Years gone past you've held my hand Don't leave me alone in this wasteland Back and forth, up an down, good and bad I can't have taken all that you had Reach for me before I fall into the abyss I'll try and catch...

Added 10 Jan 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 203 | 7 Comments

We Remember

When I am ashes upon the shelf Will you remember me When you feel your skin tingle Will you remember me When you sense a breath in your ear Will you remember me When you see my toothbrush by the sink Will you remember me When you see my pictures Will you remember me I saw your name written in a book And I remembered I inhaled the scent from your clothes And I remembered ...

Added 28 Nov 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 219 | 8 Comments

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