inside 

introspective reflection 

in attentive mindfulness

steaming bland instant coffee

a censor streaming in sense

ecstatic Red Scorpions entailed

in a monk's cell

what am I gonna do with my life

not so clever now

listening

in readiness to hear

what is required next

tuning in, turning in

to bells, mandolin, silence

in breaking stasis 

with reinforced waves

in surmounting

Fail Harder!

in my clarion call 

intrepid, intemperate

inaction into action

grace

in sight