I just

...

Just want you to hold me. To hold my hand as we walk through the park. To hold me tight when I wake from a nightmare. Just want you to hold me.

...

wish

...

Wish for time. Time to talk. Time to laugh. Time to smile and breathe and be . Wish for time.

...

you were

...

You were okay. Not sick. Happy. I want to hear that laugh I love so much, see you smile as we Skype, know that you'll be okay when I get off the phone. Right now I don't know that.

...

here.

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Here by me. By my side. Here... physically .

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I just
wish
you were
here