Today I sit here
watching the rainfall
the soft pitta patta
of the raindrops
hitting the ground, 
match the tears
that run down my face.

Remembering the moments
we shared that made me
feel so special
the softly whispered words
the gentle kisses and hugs
you gave, when you sensed
I was feeling nervous
which made me feel so safe.

Now I sit here
trying to make sense
of what went wrong
How we could be
 so close one day
and just over the next.