Hard to believe
How much has changed in a year
I was lost and alone 
And yet had so many people near

I thought I wanted to leave
My marriage of years 
Even though when I wasn't with him
I was always close to tears

Convinced I wanted someone else
Needed something more
But, no matter what , my husband 
Was the one I adore

Living in separate houses
I craved sleeping in his arms 
Couldn't let go 
As others worked their charms

Decided to go for broke 
To see what I feel
I flew to Vegas To determine what was real

My flight was 6 hours
And all that went through my head 
Was I wanted to be by my husband's side 
Until one of us was dead

Headed to meet someone new
And all I could think of 
Was who I left at home 
Now filled with hurt not love

And so it was 
As I arrived in the land of sin
I knew without a doubt 
Where my life would begin

All I could do 
Is stress and wait 
To get back home 
And see if he was filled with hate

Needing him more 
Seeing perfectly clear 
It was always him
I needed near

I rushed to his house 
As soon as I landed 
He held me close 
And we realized all we took for granted

We are soul mates 
Till the end 
Always meant to be 
My husband, my best friend

It wasn't easy 
Repairing all the damage I had done 
But it was worth every bit 
To again become one...