Deep inside no one knows who I am, and so it goes;

Depression rules this life I live and so each night alone I give;

Into the worthlessness I feel 'cause once she was gone it broke my will; 

My marriage ended long before my angel walked through Heavens door;

I've sought help here and there they gave me drugs and said, "I care.";

I've begged for extensive therapy only to hear, "That's not what you need.";

I wanted to scream and shout and yell, "How the fuck can YOU tell?

In that fucking chart, you can't see the agony that beats on me;

Your mind-numbing drugs are not for me I need more, but you refuse to see; 

I need further help before I die. Now that I've answered your question of who am I;

Tell me doc, are you satisfied?"