About Living_A_Horror


Like my name says, I'm living a horror. I'll always be here for my friend no matter what. No matter how much I hurt I won't turn my back on anyone. If you need someone to be there for you then I'm here. Message me I'll try my best to help.

Martyna Smith
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27 Sep 2020 13:42
Music music and more music. I also love writing.
Favorite Books:
you're on the other side
Favorite Authors:
Don't have one.
Favorite Movies:
Divergent wins all c:
Favourite TV Shows:
Favorite Music:
Music! Falling in reverse, bring me the horizon, sleeping with sirens, pierce the veil, black veil brides, asking Alexandria. All amazing bands.


Date Joined:
04 May 2014
Last Visit:
19 Oct 2018 (708 days ago)
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Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 22 Sep 2017 06:41

It's my birthday. I just want the end of the line for my birthday

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 05 Sep 2017 19:52

Awh did you guys miss me while I was gone?

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 07 Aug 2017 22:33

I can't steal what's already mine

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 07 Aug 2017 09:57

Excuse meeee!

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 05 Aug 2017 10:43

retrieved <3

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 04 Aug 2017 18:07

I am back once again!

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 03 Aug 2017 18:49


Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 03 Aug 2017 18:31

Not if I can help it. I claim this spot as mine.

Hey love! Back to claim this spot again ❤️

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 03 Aug 2017 06:35

I revoke your claims

Aye it's been a while! I'm taking this spot back still!

Topic: End of the Line
Posted: 02 Aug 2017 19:09

I claim still spot again

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Fade Away

I was always scared    I never knew what direction to go in   Fearing what lies ahead and how someone would treat me    Scared of love and passion    It could be from past experiences    Well it is from past experiences but I hate to admit that    I’d like to say I’m strong, that I don’t let it bother me    Truth is, I’ve missed out on plenty of relationships due to it    ...

Added 21 Apr 2018 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 399

It's a Choice

They say that happiness is a choice    I don't recall ever saying I don't want to be happy    If happiness is a choice, doesn't that mean that depression is too?    When standing in the line, I don't remember ever saying "yeah I decided I don't wanna see the light anymore.    I want to feel like I'm walking down a dark hall for the rest of my life    I never want to know when the...

Added 17 Sep 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 590 | 2 Comments

On These Days

Some days are worse than others But just the same, some days are better than others And when there not a lot goes through my mind  I feel like I'm not enough  Or like what I do won't make a difference I feel like my world falls apart and every single turn I take will be my destruction  I feel And when I feel I hurt On these days, looking in a mirror is hard  On these days, loving...

Added 28 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 585 | 1 Comment


I'm told I'm too picky   I'm told to lower my standards To stop wanting what I want   I'm told my type is too rare and that I will never find that   My type?   I don't have a type    I mean if you count human qualities a type then I guess I do    I want him to love me whole heartedly    I want him to show me off as if I'm his most prized possession    I want him to smile at...

Added 27 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 509 | 1 Comment

Loving you

I was told I couldn't love anyone if I didn't love myself But that's not what my heart says when I look at a picture of you  That's not what my mind says when I hear your name That's not what my body says when I react to your touch  I never loved myself  My thoughts would always just consume me, and I would give up  Waking up to a message from you puts a smile on my face each and every...

Added 26 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 581 | 1 Comment

Lie Down with Me

Lie down with me  It's the only place where I feel safe Where all that can be heard is our breath mixing together as we whisper sweet nothing into the wind  Our hearts beating as one as if that's all they were meant to do  As if that's what they lived for  Happiness in your arms is all I want and I feel while surrounded by your warmth  It's the only place where I can think clearly ...

Added 25 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 699 | 3 Comments

Me, Me

I was so young when I had those thoughts  "I'm ugly."  I looked at the stretch marks and the acne, and I wouldn't pick out one thing that I liked I saw my thighs and envied the girls with thigh gaps  I saw my lips and wanted them to be fuller  My hips were too wide  My hands were too small My eyes weren't a pretty color  I hated my nose My face was way too red  And I couldn't stand...

Added 24 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 623 | 2 Comments

After You

It was our first date    Lights dim and plates full   Perfect words spoken at just the right time   He said everything I wanted him to say   He did everything I hoped that he would do    He walked me to my door like the perfect gentleman   He even held the door open for me while I got in the car   But no matter what was happening, all I could think of was you   Your...

Added 23 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 634

Beauty is Pain

"Beauty is pain"   Or at least that's what we were taught to believe.    So we get up and work on the painting that is our faces.    We don't sleep enough, but that's okay. That's what's concealer is for.    We don't have that perfect jaw line but it's okay, we can just contour.    Our cheeks aren't pink enough, so we pack on some blush.    Our lips aren't full enough, so...

Added 22 Jul 2017 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 530 | 2 Comments

Don't Leave

You keep me on the edge of my seat You never try and shoot me down You always know just what to say To keep a smile on my face I'm singing please don't leave me on my own cause you're the one I wanna adore Please don't leave me by myself on my journey to who I become I may not know what I'm gonna be but I know that I want you there with me Please don't leave me I always seem to be on...

Added 29 May 2015 | Category Songs | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,136 | 4 Comments

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Happy Birthday from the team at Stories Space.
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Happy Birthday from the team at Stories Space.
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Happy Birthday from the team at Stories Space.
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01 Nov 2017 01:13
Happy Birthday from the team at Stories Space.
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26 Jul 2017 22:52

I am Lowenna, pleased to meet you
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12 Dec 2015 18:51
Hey girl, open the walls play with your dolls, we'll be a perfect family.
Love that song!
22 Mar 2015 19:24
14 Feb 2015 11:16

Have a great weekend too!
13 Feb 2015 05:57
12 Feb 2015 16:24
Hey, if you joined improv classes, you're prone to being raped, a sex object, human trafficing, and depending on the scene a maid or slave... be strong against the perverted idiots!
10 Feb 2015 15:07
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03 Jan 2015 10:03

As the last grains of sand dwindle from the 2014 hourglass,
we ready ourselves to mark the end of another year.
Turning it over, the hourglass will once more be full, starting another year.
As we welcome in 2015 may you be blessed with peace,
good health and your heart over full with love.
30 Dec 2014 06:23
28 Dec 2014 15:00
Three wishes for you this Christmas.

Your heart be filled with Love.
You enjoy Everlasting Happiness.

19 Dec 2014 07:21
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