I have long eyelashes

Elated

When will this damn hurricane stop terrorizing me and just land already...and...should I fill the tub with water now or wait till morning

This time change is making me way too sleepy, far too early.

Pansy~spray

Need more sleep. Want more

Should either go back to bed or fix breakfast. I got up at 2:30 and its after five now.

I need a nap :)

Yes.

Right now I'm really tired of my chronic fatigue

No change ... And I admit that's a bit of whining that I DONT like😡😡😡

Right now I'm hugging you

Sick and sad I know, I know

Friday the 13th?! Other than a series of semi-scary movies (one through five actually terrified me once upon a time) today is just another day. Right? I don’t understand all the hokey “bad luck day” nonsense. I’d ask Google if my internet worked. It went out this morning. As did my cell service. Luckily I had nothing better to do today than sleep.  Okay. That isn’t entirely true. I did have...

Added 13 Oct 2017 | Category Musings | Votes 5 | Avg Score 5 | Views 771 | 4 Comments

I'm sitting here in Southwest Florida, mere feet from the Gulf of Mexico. I live here. I've lived here for 30 years and have never been this scared. There is a storm coming. A huge storm. Hurricane Irma. She is 400 miles of catastrophic wind and will bring storm surges over 12 feet high. I feel like I am waiting to die. We all are. My family. My love. My life. Waiting.  Why don't I head...

Added 09 Sep 2017 | Category Musings | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 998 | 6 Comments

The snow was frozen, sparkling in the moonlight.What have I done? How did I lose sight? Did I walk away from the fight that night when you told me not to run? When will our time come? After I begged you to take flight. Broken promises Inside I scream Wake me from this dream When I get lost amongst the willingly tossed will you hear me shout your name? Will it sound the same as it did...

Added 20 Nov 2016 | Category Songs | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 952 | 7 Comments

I often feel so un Unwanted Unable Undone Unhappy It's a slippery slope Unloved Unmotivated Undressed Uncertain The darkness is endless Untrue Unidentified Unbearable  Uneven Sometimes I get lost in the "un" of it all...

Added 07 Nov 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 14 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 913 | 11 Comments

The Cubs are going to kill me. First game of the 2016 WORLD SERIES and....did they not show up? This rant may take a minute and veer off road. Just a heads up. I grew up in a state that's real big on football and basketball. Baseball? No. But Chicago's only 40 miles away. White Sox? I hate Sox. Their color doesn't matter. Chicago Cubs. Red, white and blue. That's my team. In 2007, I...

Added 27 Oct 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 803 | 6 Comments

My daughter is in 2nd grade. Last week I received a note in a sealed envelope from her teacher. Extremely confidential. It read something like... "Your child has achieved a major accomplishment in which an award will be received at Tuesday's award ceremony. This is to be a surprise. Please do not tell your child." Wow. She's getting a major award!! I couldn't stop my mind from wondering...

Added 26 Oct 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.9 | Views 808 | 7 Comments

Here I am again thinking of you, and I fear the worst my friend. I push, and I push so no one will stay. I often forget you never go away. It is a struggle, but that’s not my fear. I lay here in agony, and now there are tears. I want never to cause you pain. I am insane. They say love makes us do crazy things, and maybe it does. I have always been lazy, so I don’t do crazy things, but I...

Added 05 Dec 2015 | Category Musings | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,066 | 8 Comments