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Pansy~spray

Need more sleep. Want more

Should either go back to bed or fix breakfast. I got up at 2:30 and its after five now.

I need a nap :)

Yes.

Right now I'm really tired of my chronic fatigue

No change ... And I admit that's a bit of whining that I DONT like😡😡😡

Right now I'm hugging you

Anytime

The we'll carry on as we may
Even though it's Monday
And I don't really want to play
Why can't we have wine all day?

Sure, I may pass out
But that's nothing to worry about
Let's have fun and not pout
Do you like sauerkraut?

I'm going to pour the wine now

Friday the 13th?! Other than a series of semi-scary movies (one through five actually terrified me once upon a time) today is just another day. Right? I don’t understand all the hokey “bad luck day” nonsense. I’d ask Google if my internet worked. It went out this morning. As did my cell service. Luckily I had nothing better to do today than sleep.  Okay. That isn’t entirely true. I did have...

Added 13 Oct 2017 | Category Musings | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 276 | 5 Comments

I'm sitting here in Southwest Florida, mere feet from the Gulf of Mexico. I live here. I've lived here for 30 years and have never been this scared. There is a storm coming. A huge storm. Hurricane Irma. She is 400 miles of catastrophic wind and will bring storm surges over 12 feet high. I feel like I am waiting to die. We all are. My family. My love. My life. Waiting.  Why don't I head...

Added 09 Sep 2017 | Category Musings | Votes 15 | Avg Score 5 | Views 498 | 9 Comments

The snow was frozen, sparkling in the moonlight.What have I done? How did I lose sight? Did I walk away from the fight that night when you told me not to run? When will our time come? After I begged you to take flight. Broken promises Inside I scream Wake me from this dream When I get lost amongst the willingly tossed will you hear me shout your name? Will it sound the same as it did...

Added 20 Nov 2016 | Category Songs | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 437 | 8 Comments

I often feel so un Unwanted Unable Undone Unhappy It's a slippery slope Unloved Unmotivated Undressed Uncertain The darkness is endless Untrue Unidentified Unbearable  Uneven Sometimes I get lost in the "un" of it all...

Added 07 Nov 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 15 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 457 | 11 Comments

The Cubs are going to kill me. First game of the 2016 WORLD SERIES and....did they not show up? This rant may take a minute and veer off road. Just a heads up. I grew up in a state that's real big on football and basketball. Baseball? No. But Chicago's only 40 miles away. White Sox? I hate Sox. Their color doesn't matter. Chicago Cubs. Red, white and blue. That's my team. In 2007, I...

Added 27 Oct 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 377 | 7 Comments

My daughter is in 2nd grade. Last week I received a note in a sealed envelope from her teacher. Extremely confidential. It read something like... "Your child has achieved a major accomplishment in which an award will be received at Tuesday's award ceremony. This is to be a surprise. Please do not tell your child." Wow. She's getting a major award!! I couldn't stop my mind from wondering...

Added 26 Oct 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 11 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 350 | 8 Comments

Here I am again thinking of you, and I fear the worst my friend. I push, and I push so no one will stay. I often forget you never go away. It is a struggle, but that’s not my fear. I lay here in agony, and now there are tears. I want never to cause you pain. I am insane. They say love makes us do crazy things, and maybe it does. I have always been lazy, so I don’t do crazy things, but I...

Added 05 Dec 2015 | Category Musings | Votes 11 | Avg Score 4.82 | Views 561 | 8 Comments