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agony and losing yourself

I wish I has the words to explain That every morning I wake up, not sure that I can stand the pain I feel like a zombie pretending I am happy Having the strength for everyone but me I don't know what it is I need But I know it is not this, which makes my heart bleed I have become frozen out of fear And come close to drowning myself in tears When did I start caring so little about myself ...

Added 09 Oct 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 669 | 1 Comment

what is it you really need?

If everyone was able to be free to be themselves, the truly vulnerable; no walls, no masks, no lies, their souls would heal, their bitterness would lessen, their pain of spending years trying to fit someone else's image of who they should be would subside. But they can't, they don't, they won't. Because they may never meet that person who accepts their soul for what it really is, with all...

Added 01 Sep 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,053 | 2 Comments

finally tearing down walls

Mind spiraling Your skin burning  Searching for what you want  What you need No direction  Losing control Playing games From behind your walls Everything makes you hurt more So you play harder  Grasping at straws  Anything to fill the void The emptiness spreads  And aches from deep inside  Longing for something  You just cant find With one touch  He cools the skin As...

Added 31 Aug 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 638 | 3 Comments

The puzzle of my heart

My heart is broken Shattered , tattered, torn into a million pieces A puzzle now in disarray The parts no longer fit, the meaning no longer clear With no one to blame but myself I took a chance, thought I was safe Taken by surprise Of what my heart could really feel Never felt so complete, never felt such love But it wasn’t mine to have His love heals wounds I didn’t know...

Added 30 Aug 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 790 | 2 Comments

I miss her

Never again will I settle for security and comfortable. If it doesn't make my heart race, If your pulse doesn't rise when you see me If making love to me is the last thing on your mind And kissing me is a chore... I can't , I won't , I'm dying inside. Can I fault you? I guess not, but you knew what I need What makes me tick and resets my soul And yet it didn't matter. So be fair to me...

Added 29 Aug 2016 | Category Musings | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 732 | 4 Comments

Fighting the addiction

I wish someone could understand  The burn, the urge, the pain,  The feeling of being trapped in sand  Or being caught in the ice cold rain Like its out of your control When in fact it controls you  You can try to set a goal But it is the best you can do Sometimes every day is a fight And you try not to surrender  Other times you feel normal and right  And life isn't so tender I wish you...

Added 12 Jan 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 726 | 3 Comments

Building walls

Building my wall Brick by brick Have to make it tall Need to make it thick So tired of the pain I can't take it anymore Tears fall like rain Quit opening the door Harden my heart Why do I continue to care Where do I even start It's more than I can bear Please make it stop I want to scratch off my skin Feel like I took a 100-foot drop Don't want to let anyone one in How did I let...

Added 11 Jan 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 691 | 1 Comment

Deja vu

One day, a couple years ago, I went online to read and write poems. As you read over the words letting your mind flow around the meaning , you find some you connect with and some you don't. In a rare moment you find your heart catches, and your pulse races with each word that absorbs you . You FEEL the story. You are absorbed by what this person is saying. It could be the cadence of...

Added 01 Oct 2015 | Category Musings | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 607 | 1 Comment

Never Again

It's deja vu, but not at all the same. How can that be? Almost three years ago I almost lost you. You had been sick for months, so our life had been strained, I needed you more than you were capable of giving. We were soul mates, the couple everyone was envious of, and yet we threw it all away. Our connection had eroded weakening our commitment. I was lonely, feeling lost and immersed...

Added 02 Mar 2015 | Category Memoirs | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 961 | 2 Comments

Never look back

If I look back To that year in my life When everything turned upside down And my world was filled with strife I was stupid and naive And lost sight of what mattered I quickly left a wake in my path Of people's feelings broken and shattered I fell hook line and sinker For words of lies and deceit Instead of working on my life With the person that makes me complete ...

Added 27 Feb 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 917 | 3 Comments

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