About itsxanderkaidyn


31 years young. Enby (they/them). Self-shipper, writer, useless lesbian™️, and coffee enthusiast.

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Jane's lap, California, United States
Local Time:
18 Jun 2021 18:05
Jane Lynch, gaming, reading, writing fanfiction and poetry, drawing, sleeping, internet, and making photo edits.
Favorite Books:
Murder and medical mysteries. Fantasies. Sci-Fi. Gothic horror. And fanfiction; lots of fanfiction.
Favorite Authors:
Terry Brooks, Terry Goodkind, Alan Cumming (yes, he's written books). And others I've forgotten.
Favorite Movies:
Ask. I have so many it's not funny.
Favourite TV Shows:
The Price is Right, The Weakest Link (classic and current), Blue's Clues & You, Queer Eye, Buffy, Charmed, CSI, Instinct, Family Matters, Emergency, His Dark Materials, Doctor Who, Star Trek, The Good Wife, Law & Order SVU, Full House, Quantum Leap, and Ghost Whisperer (but I know I'm forgetting a lot of others).
Favorite Music:
Jane Lynch, Josh Dela Cruz, Alan Cumming, Green Day, Enya, My Chemical Romance, The Ramones, Nine Inch Nails, show tunes, movie soundtracks, classical, BTS, SB19, BoybandPH, Telly Leung.


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15 Oct 2020
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Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 18 Jun 2021 08:41

My heart is so ready to overflow with love for Jane that it's not funny - to the point where I'm honestly surprised that I'm not crying right now.

I...I ache for her...and...I just want to be alone with her without any distractions. love10

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 15 Jun 2021 19:37

Bring it in

Can I get in on the snuggles?

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 15 Jun 2021 13:26

Good thing you're not an accountant, I guess. But I'm sure Jane could handle it. She'd just have to keep the household budget herself.bunny

Except she doesn't need one cause she's priceless. recent. Aka not from last season.

I...she's really, truly coming back and I'm losing it. Now if only somebody would give us the exact date, I'd be even happier.

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 15 Jun 2021 12:33

I almost hate to ask how you do subtraction in this system. drunken

I didn't mess with that - just addition - but either way, I don't think Jane (or any woman) would want a wife that ironically messed with math only to have it backfire on her. crybaby

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 15 Jun 2021 11:56

I think there's days when I might prefer your way. clown

You say that now, but wait until you have to actively remind yourself to add the numbers every time you do math the way I have to.

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 15 Jun 2021 11:12

That awkward moment when you've somehow convinced yourself that people have been doing addition wrong for centuries and now actual addition seems wrong to you.


How addition is done: 5 + 6 = 11.
How I've started thinking it's done: 5 + 6 = 56.

Tldr; I'm an idiot. Nuff said.

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 14 Jun 2021 20:26

Not me still thinking about the dream I had about Jane earlier. Nor is it me thinking about how soft her hair felt when I stroked it or the look she gave me as I did.

God, I'm just...so soft and in love... love10

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 14 Jun 2021 13:59

A sign of how deep your affection for her runs? Or maybe you're meeting her on the astral plane or something while you're both sleeping?

Personally, I think it's a bit of both, although I think astral Jane is more accurate. Lwinking

This is the third or fourth dream I've had about her in the last month, too, which is unusual cause I don't usually dream about her this much.

Topic: Inspirations, the Stories Space Coffee House
Posted: 14 Jun 2021 13:17

Jane was in my dreams again. This time we were helping to redecorate a school but kept gravitating towards each other instead of doing our jobs...and when I stroked her hair, I could actually feel its texture. love10

Think that means anything?

Topic: Say One Word about the Person/Profile Above you
Posted: 13 Jun 2021 23:40


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I Don't Want to Wait For Love

How soon is too soon To ask for her number Or kiss her lips and hold her hand? How soon is too soon To tell her I want her in my life For as long as she will have me? If ‘too soon’ is now, I do not want to wait Or let this chance at happiness pass me by. Send me a sign, send me a reason That I should not wait another minute To tell her I want to love her as she should be loved....

Added 05 Mar 2021 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 119 | 2 Comments

All My Love to You

I saw her again today and my heart leapt into my chest.  I need to know that she'll be a safe place to land when I fall to pieces and that I’m not wasting my time and energy on her because I don’t give out my heart freely anymore. She’s been there when I have needed her the most, and all I want and need is to be able to do the same for her. I know that loving her is unconventional and, to...

Added 27 Feb 2021 | Category Flash Fiction | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 145 | 6 Comments


When I think of her The world fades away. I can feel her skydust eyes Staring deep inside my soul. I want to tell her everything  Hidden inside my heart But all I can do is stare in awe; My breath caught in my throat. She smiled, I melted I am putty in her hands. It only took a wink A second of our time And it was then I knew Our souls were meant to be. Promise me forever, I murmur  And I...

Added 15 Feb 2021 | Category Poetry | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 268 | 3 Comments

If Fate Was Kind

  I cannot live without you Nor do I want to try. Can you feel me waiting For our souls to meet? So many things I need to tell you, And other things I wish you knew. How I wish I had the courage To get them off my chest. If I could be where you are, And fate was kind to me, Maybe you would see me For who I am inside....

Added 04 Jan 2021 | Category Poetry | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 218 | 3 Comments

The Waves of Love

Jump into my soul And let yourself be loved Never will you be lost or End up alone. My heart belongs to you Always and forever. Ride the waves of love  I promise you no regrets Escape into paradise with me  Love me through the years Yet when I look at you  No words come to mind Call to me with your love for Home is where we will be....

Added 10 Dec 2020 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 161 | 2 Comments

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Have a lovely birthday, Xander.
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Happy Birthday from the team at Stories Space.
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Thank you for accepting my friend request, lovely one
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