My heart is so ready to overflow with love for Jane that it's not funny - to the point where I'm honestly surprised that I'm not crying right now.

I...I ache for her...and...I just want to be alone with her without any distractions.

Bring it in

Can I get in on the snuggles?

Good thing you're not an accountant, I guess. But I'm sure Jane could handle it. She'd just have to keep the household budget herself.

Except she doesn't need one cause she's priceless. recent. Aka not from last season.

I...she's really, truly coming back and I'm losing it. Now if only somebody would give us the exact date, I'd be even happier.

I almost hate to ask how you do subtraction in this system.

I didn't mess with that - just addition - but either way, I don't think Jane (or any woman) would want a wife that ironically messed with math only to have it backfire on her.

I think there's days when I might prefer your way.

You say that now, but wait until you have to actively remind yourself to add the numbers every time you do math the way I have to.

That awkward moment when you've somehow convinced yourself that people have been doing addition wrong for centuries and now actual addition seems wrong to you.

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How addition is done: 5 + 6 = 11.
How I've started thinking it's done: 5 + 6 = 56.

Tldr; I'm an idiot. Nuff said.

Not me still thinking about the dream I had about Jane earlier. Nor is it me thinking about how soft her hair felt when I stroked it or the look she gave me as I did.

God, I'm just...so soft and in love...

A sign of how deep your affection for her runs? Or maybe you're meeting her on the astral plane or something while you're both sleeping?

Personally, I think it's a bit of both, although I think astral Jane is more accurate.

This is the third or fourth dream I've had about her in the last month, too, which is unusual cause I don't usually dream about her this much.

Jane was in my dreams again. This time we were helping to redecorate a school but kept gravitating towards each other instead of doing our jobs...and when I stroked her hair, I could actually feel its texture.

Think that means anything?

Pun-derful.

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When I think of her The world fades away. I can feel her skydust eyes Staring deep inside my soul. I want to tell her everything  Hidden inside my heart But all I can do is stare in awe; My breath caught in my throat. She smiled, I melted I am putty in her hands. It only took a wink A second of our time And it was then I knew Our souls were meant to be. Promise me forever, I murmur  And I...

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  I cannot live without you Nor do I want to try. Can you feel me waiting For our souls to meet? So many things I need to tell you, And other things I wish you knew. How I wish I had the courage To get them off my chest. If I could be where you are, And fate was kind to me, Maybe you would see me For who I am inside....

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Jump into my soul And let yourself be loved Never will you be lost or End up alone. My heart belongs to you Always and forever. Ride the waves of love  I promise you no regrets Escape into paradise with me  Love me through the years Yet when I look at you  No words come to mind Call to me with your love for Home is where we will be....

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