Picking up the pieces, I have done my time, You hurt me so bad, It's a pain of a different kind, I've been stripped of everything, Even of my pride, I didn't know that all along, God was by my side, While I was locked up in prison, You ran wild and free, And you broke your promise, you forgot to remember me, I forgive you for the pain you caused, And I love you still, I hope you never feel...

Added 16 Aug 2016 | Category Poetry | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 909 | 6 Comments

Daddy won't be around for a while, Can't catch you if you fall, I die every second we're apart, It's the hardest thing of all, I wont be gone forever, Those words are hard to say, But Daddy made some stupid choices, This is the price I have to pay, I'd give up forever, Just to see your face, I would trade my life right now, For just one more embrace, I'm so sorry...

Added 04 Jun 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,014 | 8 Comments

To my Baby Girl, And my Little Man, A fraction of you, Is more than I am, Tomorrow's your birthday, You'll both be fourteen, Our lives torn apart, With you caught in between, I'm sorry I can't be there, When you blow out the candles, But once again life, Is more than I can handle, Jordan my son, Your heart's solid gold, Never back down, You stand firm, be bold, ...

Added 24 May 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 778 | 3 Comments

Self inflicted, complicated, Packed full of destruction, I'm a work in progress, My life's under construction, I have hurt so many, Countless heart's I've broken, Too ashamed to say the words, That simply went unspoken, A lifetime full of yesterday's, And ten million regrets, I simply can't remember, The thing's you can't forget, I will stand and fight, Until I'm...

Added 17 May 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 12 | Avg Score 4.92 | Views 1,000 | 6 Comments

I can see it in your eyes,  Although you try to hide,  Put the weight upon my shoulders,  Don't hold it inside. When I gave in and you got high,  It's myself I'll forever blame,  On a downward spiral since that day,  I'm the wind that killed your flame. I'm never far away from you,  I will always have your back,  Lay your head here on my chest,  Let it all fade to black. You're the...

Added 03 May 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 13 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,038 | 4 Comments

The colors have now faded, My life has turned to grey, I created my own prison, I pay the price every day, Day after day, I am staring at the ceiling, I remind myself to breathe, Maybe I'm just dreaming, I try to wash it away, I'm having trouble breathing, Everything goes black, Suddenly I'm screaming, Why did I survive, That overdose that December, I'll never forget,...

Added 26 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 957 | 4 Comments

The dust begins to settle, Once again I see clear, History keeps repeating, And a waste of another year, Addiction needs a pacifier, Its grip is unrelenting, I'm sorry for what I have become, A monster that's repenting, So please pass me some give a damn, Mine was sold somewhere behind, I'll soon trade you some "I'm clean and sober", My life will be redefined, I just...

Added 24 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.9 | Views 931 | 3 Comments

I feel like I'm n mourning, Like all I do is grieve, I am slowly fading, It even hurts to breath, The pain is just too much, It's my price to pay, Why must I feel like this, Just make it go away, Everyone has lost faith in me, I'm sorry I let them down, It's like I'm under water, Just about to drown, I am torn to pieces, I am broken down, Motionless as I lay, ...

Added 17 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 14 | Avg Score 5 | Views 941 | 5 Comments

I have nothing left, I'm down here on my knee, My faith has all but vanished, I walk alone, I'm solo, just me, My abusive mom is pure evil, Growing up without any friends, I've learned a lot on my journey, Hell is real, not just a trend, My battle with addiction worse, The demons have returned, I can't do this alone, I admit, I have learned, I hope God will forgive me,...

Added 05 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,058 | 4 Comments

Twisted thoughts, Twisted pleasures, Desperate times, Desperate measures, As the years go by, The memory remains, You and Me were both, Two runaway trains, Focus on my words, This is more then lyrical, We somehow survived, That's a freaking miracle, I overdosed and died three times, Girl have you forgotten, How could you forget, The Hell that I begotten, Even though the memories, Would make...

Added 01 Feb 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 33 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,076 | 7 Comments