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saki1995
Over 90 days ago
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the last piece of the puzzle

to one i care about but vanish

Never noticing how empty I have become. Time has pass me by. 2 x Loneliness Is the only thing you have left behind? Just barely holding on, I suck in your last images in my mind. I fall and trembled,but I keep continuing to ran. Where are you at? Left and...

what he suffers

what he suffers everyday

The words just don’t come out. Never knowing what to say. The pain within you pours out,but no one sees it. You write your shame painfully over your body. Memories and painful words Play over like a song. You live like no one can harm you,but you’re just...

father

i wonder why father hurt me. why?

You cry out but I refuse to hear. You don’t longer have a place here. Can’t you get that through you skull? I know, I know You are the one who give me life, but I can’t change the fact you’re the one that kill me through your foolish actions. 2x Back off!...

i'm still waiting for worse to come

just waiting for the light. keeping myself alive

It still lives inside of me. Grasping me closer to the edge. I let it control me because I learned to love it. This creature is my beloved sorrow that lives by the pain it causes me. I wonder if I can make it out alive. Sometime I wonder how I can sleep a...

this boy

i dare not to open my heart to love

This boy, His eyes tells a story. His smile tells a memory. His words tells his pain. This boy, Is the one I’m so confused. His face is mark in my mind. Why can’t I shake him off? This boy, Is digging in my cold heart. I don’t wanna love! Please understan...

inside my mind

a small piece of my feelings

Every second, every minute and every hour. Day and night dark thoughts consume me. Repeat and repeat the same words. “It’s going be okay. You need to keep everything under control”. Sometimes I lie to myself and pretend it doesn’t hurt and put on a great...

spider web

people build walls and get trapped within them

Tangled Breathless Torn, I lay here trapped as a fly. Still stuck in the past I formed my own web with tears and shame. Death is my spider and freedom. Wrap and warp myself with threads to keep safe. Spider web, Spider web, it’s my home and my debris. Thi...

psycho

psycho process

Endless screams, so sweet music. I corner her and see her shake in fear. What a beautiful scene. Her tears give me a rush. No I can’t… yes I warp my hands around her fragile neck and push her under water. Her eyes widen and start to kick her legs under me...

silent monster

what i suffer

It’s a silent monster that eats up joy, smiles and laughter. Chokes you into the end. This silent monster is called depression. I had suffered this disease since I was seven years old. I still recall the moments I would suffocate myself with alcohol and w...

Broken butterfly

Consume by depression

Torn to piecesI breath in the misery and guilt we all hold.In and outI lay in ground grasping for air.Can you see what I see?Lifeless, with no use.A broken butterfly without it's wings.What did I have become?Consume and eaten up.Loneliness is label over m...

You're breaking down to pieces.Your days are just a lost cause.Fake smiles and friendships no longer hold a meaning.Your "living dream" have never existed.Nothing.....nothing.Can make things better.Fear and pain holds you tonight.Wicked wordsare your only...

Angels don't sing

Love someone so much but never notice their lies until you finally open your eyes to the truth

Every single word you ever told me was a lie.I can't trust you,but I may try before I turn insane!Don't smile slut,this doesn't mean nothing.You're dead to me!People around you see a perfect melody,but I see the truth.You're just an ugly two face!I can't...

only slience

a boy tries to help the girl to forget her pain

You wonder when the lies would stop. You pull your hair and scream in your room,but no one can't hear you. Only silence, only silence!! Everyone tells you the pain would fade away. But how do they know? Its suffocating, don't know how to stand. Only silen...

century of the undead

monsters coming to town!

Let us hide under our beds! The monsters have come back to town. They are hunting for new flesh! Cry all you want,But they can smell your pride. There is no moment to waste. We were so wrong. We need to fight this fight. They can't take us alive! This is...