About saki1995


........ I'm psycho. I have gone mad. I'm waiting for hell to become alive. I want it to burn me. Numbness is my worst nightmare. Come n get me......I'm waiting

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san antonio, Texas, United States
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Death metal


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Topic: Today I feel _________________ because .....
Posted: 07 May 2014 09:25

Very deep Clever Fox!

I feel uncomfy cause of my body.....grrrrr!!

I feel like trash with no meaning at all

Topic: What is on your mind?
Posted: 07 Feb 2014 10:46

I want lay in a bath tub of blood n sing

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the last piece of the puzzle

Never noticing how empty I have become. Time has pass me by. 2 x Loneliness Is the only thing you have left behind? Just barely holding on, I suck in your last images in my mind. I fall and trembled, but I keep continuing to ran. Where are you at? Left and right, but no trace of your face. Have I lost you forever? Why can’t you understand? Without you, (the...

Added 15 Apr 2014 | Category Songs | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,414 | 2 Comments

what he suffers

The words just don’t come out. Never knowing what to say. The pain within you pours out, but no one sees it. You write your shame painfully over your body. Memories and painful words Play over like a song. You live like no one can harm you, but you’re just a broken doll. Just like the other day you keep the silence. Letting it build up. 2x Suffocating Numbness, ...

Added 14 Apr 2014 | Category Songs | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,144 | 4 Comments

i'm still waiting for worse to come

It still lives inside of me. Grasping me closer to the edge. I let it control me because I learned to love it. This creature is my beloved sorrow that lives by the pain it causes me. I wonder if I can make it out alive. Sometime I wonder how I can sleep at night. Can you see? What I have become... I'm still waiting for the worse to come. I’m here just living day...

Added 12 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,190 | 3 Comments

this boy

This boy, His eyes tells a story. His smile tells a memory. His words tells his pain. This boy, Is the one I’m so confused. His face is mark in my mind. Why can’t I shake him off? This boy, Is digging in my cold heart. I don’t wanna love! Please understand…  This boy, Is slowly knocking on my door. I’m tempting to hold back,  but the heart is always...

Added 11 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 918 | 1 Comment

inside my mind

Every second, every minute and every hour. Day and night dark thoughts consume me. Repeat and repeat the same words. “It’s going be okay. You need to keep everything under control”. Sometimes I lie to myself and pretend it doesn’t hurt and put on a great show. But I wonder how long is this big lie going last? I really don’t know….. There are times I feel hate against...

Added 10 Apr 2014 | Category Musings | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 897 | 3 Comments

spider web

Tangled Breathless Torn, I lay here trapped as a fly. Still stuck in the past I formed my own web with tears and shame. Death is my spider and freedom. Wrap and warp myself with threads to keep safe. Spider web, Spider web, it’s my home and my debris. This may end me but it’s the only way out of reality who I am...

Added 08 Apr 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 4 | Views 1,041

don't hold back, cry on my shoulder

I see you and it hurts me. The look you have on your face isn’t who you are. Even your voice makes me mad... it’s so fake. But I know why you’re like this. Because of him, Sweet like honey but too sweet that suffocates you. Twist with that women in his bed when you’re waiting for him in your room. I’m here looking from the side lines waiting for you to come to me. ...

Added 25 Feb 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,127 | 2 Comments


Endless screams, so sweet music. I corner her and see her shake in fear. What a beautiful scene. Her tears give me a rush. No I can’t… yes I warp my hands around her fragile neck and push her under water. Her eyes widen and start to kick her legs under me. Laughter left my mouth. This was the best part of my games. She is dead… I pull her out by her hair and drag...

Added 19 Feb 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 0 | Avg Score 0 | Views 592

silent monster

It’s a silent monster that eats up joy, smiles and laughter. Chokes you into the end. This silent monster is called depression. I had suffered this disease since I was seven years old. I still recall the moments I would suffocate myself with alcohol and wake up in different beds of women. This nightmare has sent me to the wall; nailing me to my torture. But like every...

Added 14 Feb 2014 | Category Musings | Votes 2 | Avg Score 3.5 | Views 916 | 3 Comments

Broken butterfly

Torn to pieces I breath in the misery and guilt we all hold. In and out I lay in ground grasping for air. Can you see what I see? Lifeless, with no use. A broken butterfly without it's wings. What did I have become? Consume and eaten up. Loneliness is label over my chest. I hold myself into the end. Rip open reviewing my shame. A broken butterfly that's who I am. No chance to fly. No chance...

Added 18 Dec 2013 | Category Poetry | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 922 | 2 Comments

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