About scotiaWillow


Searching & questioning in a pursuit to understand the Why of human behavior, is the main topic of all of my writing. Being an adopted child at the age of 11, spending time in the foster care system and coming from a loving but unhealthy mentally and physically home, I have always been able to perceive that there were ways to tell if someone would hurt you. I began to wonder why as I grew older. Why are some people more willing to sacrifice others in a pursuit they deem worthy, while others will literally lose themselves in trying to save you? I am a young adult now, and I am finding myself to be filled with emotions that i still can not comprehend. This is why I write.

Scotia Czenczek
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Alberta, Canada
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27 Feb 2020 00:51
Unity. The positivist movement. Science. Theosophy. Philosophy.
Surrealism. Abstract. Life. Human emotion. Conversations. The ocean. Reptiles.
Thought. Swimming. Astrology. Spiritualism. Religion. Sculpting. Jewelry making.
arts and crafts. Love. Inspiration.
Favorite Books:
The great Gilly Hopkins. Bridge to Terribithea.
Favorite Authors:
Laurel K Hamilton. Anne Rice. Dean Koontz
Favorite Movies:
Sweet Home Alabama.
Favourite TV Shows:
Doctor Who


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Breaking Out of The Cocoon

I have read and reread stories I have written, Of people and of places that once had meaning. It seems as though there is a disconnect As I can no longer feel the emotion in those moments. But I have kept a track record of every hill I've crossed, I have pages and pages of tear streaked memories Embedded innuendos and unanswered pleas. A child to a woman...

Added 03 Feb 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 4.5 | Views 508 | 1 Comment

Always remember

Something stops me. There is something I need to tell you, But how can I even start to say, the many many things that cross my mind As I think about all that we have been through. I guess to begin - is to look at you. From the first moment that we met You loved me and gave me all of you This beautiful woman, willing to bet it all on me. There has always been a steady murmur, It emits from...

Added 15 Jan 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 676 | 3 Comments


Surrender Today I finally surrender.... To the fact that I do not have all the answers, That what once may have been - no longer is. I submit to the fact that what I believed to be an inner knowledge  - is the voice of projection I admit that I have used the words of a hypocrite And the actions of one who is self-absorbed I see now that I have not been a present friend...

Added 14 Jan 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.2 | Views 710 | 3 Comments


FUSION It's plain as day to all who see but never have I ever felt this way. And for me there is a refusal to accept that which will free me but, am I willing to lose everything for a promise of nothing? Never have I experienced what ignites inside of me with your touch, no control when I am with you And Nothing could be sweeter Yet...

Added 13 Jan 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 4.5 | Views 530 | 2 Comments


Lately I have come to understand, That one of the most frustrating things, Is that I will never be able to make you see, The world In which I am found.   I can not open you to what I believe for You can not feel the wind that blows around me And you can not hear the calls of the lost souls  Your voices tell you a different Truth, who am...

Added 12 Jan 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.8 | Views 810 | 5 Comments

Frustration and Confusion

Frustration and Confusion Screeching and hollering from the inner parts of my soul, just another like every other, and I think this fire may finally burn through. How many times will it all come tumbling down before I realize that this is it? This is all that the world is and there is no hidden Gem.   When will I learn that...

Added 10 Jan 2015 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 697 | 3 Comments

Acceptance of your destruction

Ego. Mine. Yours. I want it all to be the same. I want to tell you that I understand. Mine. Believes that it can see right thru. I can see your soul And I want to save you. You. Have pain you think you hide. Scream at the world for the wrong You believe is ours. We. Will never get anywhere. If all we see is one another. Please turn your head, From me. My...

Added 07 Dec 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 774 | 2 Comments

Walking Standing still

There must be some way of understanding that will remove the fear of a second wave Sitting in the rebuilt glory, of the aftermath Belief that everything can be this calm is wavered out of instinctual protection. But there is a faith in something bigger Trauma still threatens to over take and many days are still spent fighting down  those scars of each...

Added 18 Nov 2014 | Category Poetry | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 865 | 2 Comments

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