I can't even begin to tell you how much I hate that God awful phrase.

You're simply adorable

That one is even worse, I mean there are so many better descriptive words out there but the only words people ever describe me as is cute and adorable . I expected as much since high school since I was constantly reminded that being a limber B-cup who looks like an A-cup because even size small shirts are loose will never be anymore then cute. How it is a blessing since boys will see me for who I am, jokes still on me because they never saw me anyways.

But I'm cute right?

I don't want to be cute , I want to be beautiful. I want to turn heads and make them stare. Not because I am weird, and doing something ridiculous to get their attention. My actions are constantly deemed cute as well anyways. I try my hardest and my efforts are reduced to a patronizing one syllable word. I want to be considered sexy, exquisite, enchanting even! I have a quirky personality, and it is extraordinary, captivating, powerful, but everyone sums it up as adorable.

Look at how adorable you are

I know everyone means well, it's a genuine compliment. It's a compliment constantly given to an adoring child . Everyone has looked at a child who dressed up all nice and pretty and would be called cute and adorable. I am not a child, being called cute is actually insulting to me.

I been told I would never be deemed more then such because I don't look a certain way, I don't act a certain way. Hell, if I had been a half size bigger in my chest and hips, I could rock those strapless dresses and legging. I would have been called beautiful, if I wasn't so weird either.

Everyone keeps telling me that I'm cute and I tell them I'm not. Out of all the descriptive words I could use to describe my body and soul, cute and adorable are not among them. I am willowy, I am slender, I may not be curvy, but that doesn't mean I'm not alluring. I am so much more than what everyone has unknowingly reduced me down to. I am so much more inside and out.

But to you I'm merely cute.