We all have times like this, I know. I also know people have it way worse than I do as well but this is just what has been kicking around in my head lately, how I feel like my life is falling apart.

Seems my life is starting to fall apart.
I can't seem to get anything right,
these days.
I know I need a change, I know,
I need to get things restarted again, but some days,
I just don't know what the fuck to do.
I know others have it worse than me.
Sure I can get up everyday, walk on my own two feet,
but it seems lately like my life is,
spinning out of control and I am losing ground.
I think some things start to move forward, then I take two steps back.
When the hell will things start to look up for me?
Right now things these past few months have been a whirlwind for me,
Everything keeps fucking up on me.
When will it change?
Everyone says,
to have faith. I'm trying my best to hold on,
But I keep slipping, losing my grip it seems.
I need a change just don't know what to do anymore.
Fuck me, my life just sucks at times.