Why do you haunt my memories

the moment something goes wrong

I can not take a breath

I can not seem to see

I am sealed in my faith

in the ashes of the sea

say it you yell

do it or I beat

you lift your hand to slap

and I fall to my knees

I say it once more

you demand so smugly

the taste of blood is strong

the broken bones are apparent

in my head I am yelling you ass

You monster

The words that come out my mouth

 Sir oh yes sir

Once more 

the words

yes sir once more