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Quote by the_enchantress
that I wasn't thrown away like trash anymore.


I never did, I never will
the thought alone
sends down a chill
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I love Rebellious_Soul even if she beat me up for giving her a friendly hugs :P

I am nit adorable! I am not fluffy! No! Hugs burns! Ahhhhh!

On not being adorable I might disagree. Fluffy? don't know. But hugs, the good ones, the loving ones, can never burn, unless it is with burning love.
Quote by Rebellious_Soul
Random rant, I can't stand people who stop being my friend just because i am a friend of someone they don't like or have a problem with. I know I can be friends with both people and live peacefully without any tension between everyone. But when you just up and leave because you have a problem with someone, then you just told me that I had to choose and I will choose the one who was willing to stick with me, because that is a true friend. They don't tell me who I can and cannot be friends with! They don't tell others who they can and cannot be friends with either. Because people like that, are bullies. And because of bullies, I found it difficult to find friends. So people, stop the hate. Stop pitting everyone against each other. This isn't a world where everything is black and white, our world is more of different shades of grey, neutral. I don't cate who you are, or what people has done to you, there are always going to be people who have it worse, keep them in mind too. And please keep in mind everyone deserves everything that is coming to them. So if i want to me your friend, and the friend of your worst enemy, don't tell me to choose, because it won't be you.

I absolutely agree with you. True friendship does not demand, nor does it blackmail. It accepts without judging, it is in fact love, without conditions. Who cannot give that, is no true friend.
Quote by the_enchantress
I'm so tired, physically, mentally, emotionally.
I'm drained.

Completely.

Can I have a new everything please?

My old ones no longer work.


you can take mine if you want them
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Two days have been too long!

I totally agree!
Quote by the_enchantress
I'm in the hospital.


My heart is there with you
just words that pass my screen
but there has never been
in all my life before
a thing that I crave more
just letters on a string
yet they make my heart sing
they make my soul loose weight
they make me feel so great
that is what those words do
because they come from you

I love you
To be able to simply believe
like a child does in Santa Clause
for the truth may have won from the tale
but it really still feels like a loss
Here I made a statement
complaining 'bout my peers
and as they seem to listen
I'm saying to them: cheers!
If you suddenly passed away?
My heart would fail and crumble
My soul would freeze that day
And I would falter, stumble

I would not care about those angels
They could send me straight to hell
I would be in there already
that's what my cold soul would tell
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Foodwise, I would notsettle for only meat. I 'd rather choose Nasi Goreng. Rice, veggies and meat and yummt.
I never stapled myself. I did stick my hand under a pile driver by accident and that hurt too. Doctors managed to stitch it al back together without lasting damage. I'm a lucky bastard.

If an alien told you, they were about to blow earth to bits, but you were allowed to pick any two people that could escape that fate unharmed, who would they be?[/quote



that's not hard at all i would decline and be blown up also. without my friends unharmed what life would i have????
I have to agree on that. I would never choose myself. However, I would consider choosing two young people, deeply in love with eachother if possible. I would want them to have a chance of life, if they were willing.

A place of my choice, to spend two days? Right now I think I'd choose somewhere in the States, for obvious reasons. Two days would be pretty short though. I think I'd hide and stay.


I you were marooned on an uninhabited tropical paradise, somewhere in the pacific, what, besides company, would you miss most?
Foodwise, I would notsettle for only meat. I 'd rather choose Nasi Goreng. Rice, veggies and meat and yummt.
I never stapled myself. I did stick my hand under a pile driver by accident and that hurt too. Doctors managed to stitch it al back together without lasting damage. I'm a lucky bastard.

If an alien told you, they were about to blow earth to bits, but you were allowed to pick any two people that could escape that fate unharmed, who would they be?
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So... I just blew up on this forum earlier. Sorry for yelling and yeah... I can handle my parents they are a problem but you know what goes around comes around.
hey, you can yell at me any time.
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The problem isnt that I hide my emotions from people the problem is that when i show themto my parents I getin trouble, I get yeled at for having an attitude andhlf the time i was just beibg me. And then they talk about me behind my back as though i wasnt in the next room. Sorry if it seems like I am being down about myself, im just saying I am sick and tired of it because nothinis good enough withhem nd that drns my emotions, and why should i go and be hpy to be calld down five hundred times a night and I am doing stuff to relax because i think i need a break, but they call me for everything! Even to fetcj my stupid brother because he is playing videogames wih headphnes on. And when he's not he pretends not to hear in hopes i get called down instead. Why should I be happy about ny of that? Hence whyI try to forceit. I am not hiding my emotions excepthe urge to scream at them and waltz out that door.
Then why don't you? It just might improve the relationship with your parents, when your not constantly bumping into eachother. Maybe they have a hard time, knowing that you have grown into an adult, that does not need them anymore like you used to as a child. I know this sounds crazy, but the fact, that they argue with you and that they talk about you, when they think you won't hear it, proves to me that they care about you. They wouldn't take the trouble, if they didn't. I have daughters growing up too.They are still a bit younger than you are, but I also have trouble sometimes to understand their moods, there motives and the way they communicate. And so we bicker, and verbally fight sometimes. It doesn't mean I don't love them though, because I do. I'd still go to hell and back for them, as your parents would for you, I'm sure. But just maybe it becomes time for you to spread your wings, and give yourself the freedom and room you need. It might help, you, them, and your relationship with them.
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Sorry if I can't have genuine emotion anymore!
Still, exactly that is what I sense in what you write, even if you yourself may not be aware of it.


No i meant it by outwardly showing it.
I thought that's what you meant. It's not good though, to bottle up your emotions, to hide them behind a wall. No matter how strong, it will not hold in the end. And I know from experience, that when that wall collapses, it can drag you down with it. Don't let that happen to you. Be you and let them know who that is. People should know you, and love you for who you are. Giving them an act, a mask to love instead is only fooling them, and more important, yourself. Don't.
Quote by Rebellious_Soul
Yes there is.

And as far as karma or fate goes, it is a tricky little web that is woven as you go along, karna and fate is not set, until you settle and then again you can change it or others can change it, think of it as a push and pull of freedom of choice and already set laws, and each one changes over time in a sense yes there is fated path for you in another sense it is a path you chosen for yourself.

Do you agree with that or am i just over thinking it again?
I had to read that twice to begin to understand what you say. I read it some more and yes, I agree with you.

What would you do, if you found out, we were just electronic entities, created in a digital world that some brilliant scientist had built for his statistical research?
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Yes there is.

And as far as karma or fate goes, it is a tricky little web that is woven as you go along, karna and fate is not set, until you settle and then again you can change it or others can change it, think of it as a push and pull of freedom of choice and already set laws, and each one changes over time in a sense yes there is fated path for you in another sense it is a path you chosen for yourself.

Do you agree with that or am i just over thinking it again?
I had to read that twice to begin to understand what you say. I read it some more and yes, I agree with you.

What would you do, if you found out, we were just electronic entities, created in a digital world that some brilliant scientist had built for his statistical research?
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Sorry if I can't have genuine emotion anymore!
Still, exactly that is what I sense in what you write, even if you yourself may not be aware of it.
Absolutely and I did. Even told my kids to be quiet, because for the next ten minutes (that's how long he usually tried the doorbell and his knuckles) nobody was home.

Would you freak out, if a real ghost told you, he liked you and he would be moving in with you?
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I looked it up. But yes...

Do you believe in fate or karma?

If I eat Reeces, I need Kit Kats. If I have Kit Kat, I need Reeces too.

Lmao.

They go beautifully together.

Not at the same time.


No, I don't, if you refer to something predestined, or dependant of the way you lived previous life. I firmly believe in freedom of choice and living the consequences thereoff. What happens to you, depends on your choices, actions from those that cross your path and events we cannot influence, like the forces of nature.

Kit Kats btw, are my favorite candy by a distance.

Do you believe, ancient legend about elves, dwarves, dragons and magicians bear witness of great imagination or of actual meetings and events?
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Yep, I do! But I also know, how it feels to be on the way back out of there. Great!
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To walk in a brilliant orange sunset and feel that martian dust beneath my feet, just once, and find out if it really is as cold as hell and no place to raise your kids. But why did we ever think we were going to be attacked my Martians?

Because Orson Wells was so real, when he featured War of the Worlds on radio, that everyone believed it.

So, why do we like scifi so much?
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I don't know where to put this, and I hate to complain about something so lowly about a score, but I haven't recieved any feedback from the readers asto why i keep getting threes, how does one expect me to progress as a writer if they dont tell me what they dont like about a certain piece, but i been constantly recieving threes the past several poems, i just dont get it.

If someone can help.me out or at least the readers who have been scoring my stuff anything below a four give back a reason as to why i been scored so low. I would appreciate it thank you much.
I can't, for the hell of it, imagune, why anyone would score your work with a three. Maybe he or she is fed vinegar on a daily basis?
Quote by the_enchantress
I know you watch me.
I can feel you there, looking over my shoulder.
I wasn't good enough for you,
Now the opposite is true.

Hear, hear! You are absolutely right!