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My health. Again. I'm going to the doctor on Tuesday for a blood test to check for a vitamin deficiency. He doesn't know what's causing my pain (or peripheral neuropathy), so he's just trying to rule things out, I think. I've to fast before the blood test, so no food after 7:30 PM. Won't that be fun?
Have a big meal at 6:30!!
I don't know how much more I can take of your scheisse! I've been stuck in this tinyass apartment for 3 years putting up with you everyday, calling me "fatass", "dumbass", "stupid", "idiot", "f*cking asshole", "useless". I'm sick of losing time in my life because I have to pick up the parenting with my brothers because you're too tired to accept responsibility. You don't wanna take care of these kids, then you should have kept your legs closed! They're not mine, I don't care if they're my brothers, I've been watching them and doing more parenting than you have for the last six years! Like just now, you asked me if I would sit with one little brother in his drawing class for 2 hours for $5. First of all, I'm not twelve, you can't just bribe me with $5. Second of all, I babysat my other sick brother all day, so don't you dare tell me I'm a "f*cking asshole" because I didn't joyfully jump up and volunteer to watch YOUR child again!
I've been putting up with the mental and emotional abuse for years now and there's no sign of it ending! Yeah, I get your mother was abusive as hell, but you're not much better! Stop trying to interfere and control every aspect of my life. Stop telling me I'm dressing poorly and telling me that I'm a bad boyfriend for not paying for my girlfriend's food--I don't even have a job because I've been babysitting YOUR KIDS FOR THREE YEARS, but that's just all my fault for "not trying hard enough", no, had nothing to do with the fact that I wasn't able to work any shifts because someone always needed to watch YOUR KIDS. Just all my fault, again, as per usual! And when I finally get so close to getting a job, you force me to call them up everyday to check on it when the manager said she would call me back when she got the results of the drug test, but no, nope! Gotta make me keep calling or threaten to put me on the f*cking street! Guess what? It isn't 1985 anymore, calling a bunch of times is a bad thing now, but you wouldn't get that cause you just can't be wrong!
And stay out of my love life too! Every time you get pissed off, you threaten to not let me see my girlfriend anymore, like you can really tell me who I can see anyway, I'm 23 years old, I'm not a child anymore, the only reason I'm still living under YOUR roof is because I'm broke and jobless because I'VE BEEN WATCHING YOUR KIDS!
When I finally get out, don't act so surprised that I cut off all ties, don't try and pull that guilt trip scheisse on me. I don't care that you don't have enough money to retire, I'm not dealing with your shit in the latter half of my life, go beg from someone else, cause when I get out of here, I'll get out of your life too.
And you won't be welcome back in mine.
I've been putting up with the mental and emotional abuse for years now and there's no sign of it ending! Yeah, I get your mother was abusive as hell, but you're not much better! Stop trying to interfere and control every aspect of my life. Stop telling me I'm dressing poorly and telling me that I'm a bad boyfriend for not paying for my girlfriend's food--I don't even have a job because I've been babysitting YOUR KIDS FOR THREE YEARS, but that's just all my fault for "not trying hard enough", no, had nothing to do with the fact that I wasn't able to work any shifts because someone always needed to watch YOUR KIDS. Just all my fault, again, as per usual! And when I finally get so close to getting a job, you force me to call them up everyday to check on it when the manager said she would call me back when she got the results of the drug test, but no, nope! Gotta make me keep calling or threaten to put me on the f*cking street! Guess what? It isn't 1985 anymore, calling a bunch of times is a bad thing now, but you wouldn't get that cause you just can't be wrong!
And stay out of my love life too! Every time you get pissed off, you threaten to not let me see my girlfriend anymore, like you can really tell me who I can see anyway, I'm 23 years old, I'm not a child anymore, the only reason I'm still living under YOUR roof is because I'm broke and jobless because I'VE BEEN WATCHING YOUR KIDS!
When I finally get out, don't act so surprised that I cut off all ties, don't try and pull that guilt trip scheisse on me. I don't care that you don't have enough money to retire, I'm not dealing with your shit in the latter half of my life, go beg from someone else, cause when I get out of here, I'll get out of your life too.
And you won't be welcome back in mine.
