The prison gates opened slowly, without sound. No clang, no warning bell, just the quiet roll of steel parting from steel. A guard stepped aside and gave a small nod, more reflex than gesture, already turning back before the man had cleared the threshold.
Earl stepped out carrying a canvas duffel that sagged near the seams. He paused, taking in the sky with a look that wasn’t awe or relief, just recognition. The light had just started to come up, still soft and not yet warm, the kind of morning that didn’t belong to any particular season. A wind moved across the asphalt in long, shallow strokes.
In the lot beyond the gates, a truck waited. Older model, light blue dulled to a kind of bone. One headlight dimmer than the other. The man beside it stood still, one foot up on the bumper, hands in his jacket pockets, his posture a little too formal to be casual.
Earl saw him. He didn’t wave.
“I remember you,” he said as he approached.
“A little older, a little heavier, but same as I always was,” Frank replied.
They looked at each other with distant familiarity.
Frank pushed off the bumper and opened the passenger door.
“I figured you might need a ride.”
Earl adjusted the strap of the bag on his shoulder. “A lot’s changed in twenty-five years, Officer McManus. Didn’t know the police were running a taxi service now.”
Frank smiled. “They’re expecting you’ll walk to the station. Use the bus ticket they stuffed in your pocket like that’s the end of it.”
He glanced toward the empty stretch of road, then back to Earl. “I can take you. Wherever you’re going. Only thing I’m looking for is a little conversation along the way.”
Earl gave a quiet nod. “I’m headed to my brother, back in De Witt. That’s more than a few hours from here.”
“Well,” Frank said, “luck would have it, I’m going that way.”
“I bet you are,” Earl said, looking toward the truck. “Just by chance, huh, Officer McManus?”
“I’m not going to lie, Earl. I came hoping to talk.”
Frank tapped the hood of the truck with the flat of his hand. The sound was soft and hollow. “It’s more comfortable than a bus,” he added. “And no waiting.”
There was a pause, not long but felt.
“And it’s not Officer McManus anymore,” he said like it was a confession. “I left the force a long time ago.”
He looked at Earl, more level this time, the smile gone, but something honest in its place.
“It’s just Frank now.”
Earl looked past him, out to where the parking lot met the road. There was nothing out there. Just open land in all directions, and none looked like the right one.
He set the bag in the truck bed, climbed in, and pulled the door closed behind him. The latch caught with a hollow click.
Frank got in and turned the key. After a moment of hesitation, the engine caught.
They pulled out in silence, leaving the prison behind, its gray walls quickly giving way to open road.
The highway ahead was two lanes and cracked along the center. Fenceposts leaned in from both sides, more gaps than wire now. The land stretched flat and far, with nothing but the hum of tires on pavement and cattle grazing without interest in the early morning light.
Frank glanced across the cab. Earl hadn’t changed position. He sat with one hand resting on the window edge, his eyes steady on the horizon. He looked less like someone seeing freedom than someone watching it approach from a distance he wasn’t quite comfortable with.
“You eat?” Frank asked.
Earl shook his head no.
“You want to stop?”
“I might need a minute first,” Earl said, eyes still fixed on the horizon. “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen this much open space.”
He wasn’t sure if he was talking to Frank or himself.
“When you forget what that feels like… it takes some getting used to.”
Frank nodded.
A few miles past. They rolled by an old weigh station, its rusted sign creaking in the wind. The air smelled faintly of diesel and dry corn.
Frank glanced over and spoke carefully. “Back when it all happened… I followed the trial. Paid close attention.”
Earl didn’t respond.
“A lot of it didn’t sit right with me.”
Frank adjusted the vent, then let his hand fall back to his lap. “You pled not guilty at first. Then you changed it.”
Earl’s voice came after a pause. “I did.”
Frank waited for more. None came.
In his mind, he saw the courtroom again. Not from the inside, but through the half-open door where he had stood more than once, still in uniform, not sure if he belonged there. He remembered thinking there were things not being said. Questions that had been brushed over. Testimony that drifted just wide of sworn statements. All without objection.
The tires shifted on a patch of broken road, the wheel pulling slightly before it corrected.
“Your lawyers,” Frank began, still cautious. “You think they did right by you? Seems like maybe… I don’t know…” His voice drifted. “I’ve seen others put up more of a fight.”
Earl exhaled slowly. “Given how things stood, avoiding the death penalty wasn’t a sure thing. They did what they figured was best at the time.”
Frank wasn’t sure that was true, but pushing back didn't feel right. Not yet.
“Did they tell you that I offered to be a witness for you?”
Earl’s expression didn’t change, but he let out a sigh.
“Calling the arresting officer to the stand usually isn’t a good idea for a defendant.”
Frank nodded. “I wasn’t on the DA’s list either.”
“I noticed,” Earl acknowledged.
Instead of appearing, Frank’s report was read into the record. Earl’s lawyers could have objected. They didn’t. Instead, they waived their right to confrontation.
“Their office had a sense of what I was thinking,” Frank said. “They were afraid under cross-examination, I’d help you.”
“You’d have told the truth. The best you knew it.”
“Of course.”
Earl gave a faint nod. “I bet that’s what doesn’t sit right with you.”
Frank frowned slightly. “What do you mean?”
“That the DA figured someone telling the truth might help my case.”
Frank thought back to the law office. Small second-floor suite above a tax shop, lettering flaking off the door glass. He’d gone in uniform, hoping it would lend him weight. The senior partner hadn’t looked up from his paperwork. The younger one smiled too much.
Frank knew the evidence against Earl. An eyewitness swore it was him. He said that he’d seen Earl on the far side of the field, sometime after midnight, looking like he was waiting for someone—not where the party had been, but away from it... where the girl had been found. And the weapon, a rusted army knife. Folks around town said Earl had always carried one. It’s true that they were common at the time, but when investigators asked him to produce his knife, Earl said he’d lost it, or maybe it was stolen.
It troubled Frank that, as far as he knew, the witness had never even been considered a suspect. He’d placed Earl at the scene, said he recognized the jacket, the walk, the way he paced back and forth. That was all. But no one ever asked where he had been before or after. No one pushed him. They just took his word as gospel and moved on.
Frank told the lawyers about that night, how he came across Earl standing not far from the body, and how he didn’t run or make any kind of move.
He’d drawn his weapon out of reflex. Earl looked at him, raised his hands, and said, “I don’t know what happened.” He didn’t speak again after that. And Frank remembered thinking, even then, that he seemed stunned than anything.
Frank had offered all of this to Earl’s lawyers, shared what he’d seen, the details that had stayed with him from that night. He thought it should have been enough to build a defense on.
They thanked him. Said they had it covered. And when it came time for the trial, he wasn’t called as a witness. None of what he’d told them had even been raised.
A bump in the road brought Frank’s focus back into the present. They hadn’t seen another car since they left the prison. Only open track behind and ahead. Just a stretch of country too wide to hold any one version of the truth.
The land began to change as the road reached farther from the prison. The fences thinned out, and the trees stood at a distance from each other, scattered across pale fields like they had forgotten why they were planted. Light slanted low through the windshield, bright and starting to warm, catching dust on the dash and turning it to shimmer.
Frank kept one hand on the wheel, his other resting on his thigh. Earl sat with his head angled toward the window, not leaning, just watching. He was still getting used to seeing things beyond what the prison yard allowed.
Frank cleared his throat. “Your trial… there’s a feeling about it I can’t shake.”
Earl didn’t react. Just blinked slowly, as if he’d heard it before.
Frank let the silence hold for a moment. “I kept thinking I’d see something in it. Some kind of answer. But the longer it went on, the less sense it made.”
Earl said nothing.
“I read the transcripts,” Frank went on. “Clipped articles. Listened to the radio interviews. It was like watching something float just beneath the surface.”
Earl’s voice came low. “You ever think that’s where it was meant to stay?”
Frank looked over, just briefly. Earl didn’t turn his head.
“Can I ask you why you changed your plea?”
Earl shrugged lightly. “I read the room.”
Frank let it settle in the space between them, not entirely sure of what Earl meant, but the quiet firmness in his voice left little doubt that he had said all he was willing to for now.
Ahead, a diner in the distance came into view. Squat building, with an oversized faded sign above it, half the lettering gone. What was once GOOD EATS, simply read EATS now.
“How do you feel about grabbing something to eat now?”
Earl drew in a slow breath, as if he was bracing himself.
“More hungry than nervous, I guess.”
Frank pulled off the highway and into the lot. The gravel crunched under the tires as the truck came to a slow stop.
“I love a greasy spoon,” Frank said.
Earl looked at the building with apprehension, then nodded. “Can’t be worse than what I’m used to.”
Inside, the waitress behind the counter didn’t greet or ask questions. She handed them menus and poured water from a sweating pitcher. The booth cushions were cracked from the sun and time.
Even with midday soon approaching, they both went for the breakfast special—sausage, eggs, toast, and coffee.
The silence between them thickened with the smell of grease and burnt edges.
Earl picked at his food, not with reluctance but with the patience of someone who had learned to eat without urgency.
“Do places like this ever change?” he asked.
Frank shook his head. “Not much.”
Earl nodded. “There’s a charm in that—not changing.”
They ate in near silence, the sounds of forks and mugs filling the space that words didn’t touch.
Eventually, Frank set his cup down. He looked at Earl, not confrontational, just questioning.
“I don’t mean to keep circling back,” Frank said. “But I’m trying to make sense of it. And the more I think about it, the less any of it adds up.”
Earl spoke without raising his head, still focused on his plate. “I’m not bothered by your asking, but you’re after answers that won’t provide the kind of comfort you’re looking for.”
His tone wasn’t cold, just reserved. Like someone who had made peace with the idea that some things never come back clean, no matter how long you sit with them.
“The eyewitness,” Frank said. “That was a weak spot. Your lawyers didn’t go after him.”
Earl set his coffee down, the spoon on the saucer rattled.
“That’s not a weak spot,” he said. “A weak spot is being a black man found at one in the morning standing over a dead seventeen-year-old white girl with a bloody knife at your feet.”
He leaned back slightly, making direct eye contact with Frank, as if he wanted to see what would register when he spoke.
“You think a jury carrying that picture in their heads is going to care where the witness was coming from? Or where he was going?”
Frank didn’t want to answer; they both already knew. But he couldn’t help himself.
“Still though,” he said, keeping his voice even, “your lawyers... you ever think they should have fought harder?”
“I told you, Frank,” Earl said. “They did the best with what they had, which was a client who looked guilty to a blind man.”
He could see it all over his face. Frank was grappling to accept the truth of the matter. Still trying to find a clean corner in something that had never been tidy.
“You’re a good man, Frank. That’s why you’re struggling with this,” Earl said, his voice tempered. “You still believe in things.”
Frank gave a slow nod, not yet understanding the full meaning of his words. He hid his eyes from Earl by fixing them on the coffee cooling in front of him.
“I’ve been dealt some bad hands too,” Frank said, trying to meet him where he was.
“I’m sure you have,” Earl said. “But I don’t think you know what a losing hand looks like.”
Frank took a slow breath, then set his fork down.
“You angry?” he asked.
Earl looked toward the window. Outside, a lone pickup passed by on the highway, trailing dust.
“I used to be,” he said. “But it’s heavy, carrying that kind of weight every day. Anger’s a kind of leash. Keeps you tied to the wrong moment.”
Frank nodded, though he couldn’t truly relate.
They stepped out into the rising noon sun. The air had warmed, but the wind still held a bite. Earl stood for a moment beside the truck, looking out toward the hills where the road curved back east.
Frank unlocked the door, climbed in, and waited.
After a few seconds, Earl followed.
They pulled back onto the highway. The truck moved forward, slow at first, then picked up speed.
Nothing had been settled, but something had shifted.
Not in what was said, but in what neither of them had managed to explain.
As another hour passed, the land shifted again as the road unspooled ahead of them, the curves growing softer, the fields flatter. They passed a green road sign, its paint sun-faded, welcoming them to Nebraska.
The land around them was quiet and mostly empty. Nothing moved on either side of the highway. Not even the cattle that sometimes wandered close to the fence lines this time of day. Even the wind seemed to hold back.
Frank slowed without thinking. The air felt heavier here.
“We’re coming up on it,” Frank said quietly.
Earl didn’t need to ask where.
Frank kept his eyes on the road. “In your interview with the detectives… you said you were selling beer in the field?”
Earl gave a short laugh, more breath than sound. The kind of laugh that carried no joy. Just memory.
“The kids from these parts used to gather out there. Bonfires, music, the usual. Most were too young to buy their own, so I figured I’d bring a few cases and sell them by the bottle.”
Frank nodded. “Illegal, but… not a bad idea, really.”
“I thought so,” Earl said. “But look where it landed me.”
The truck rolled past the edge of the field. Frank leaned slightly, trying to catch a clear view. Earl didn’t turn his head. There was nothing there he wanted to see.
When the field was behind them, Frank spoke again. “The toxicology report showed the girl had a blood-alcohol level of—”
“We don’t need to talk about the state of that girl no more,” Earl said, cutting him off.
Frank said nothing. His hands tightened on the wheel.
Frank remembered arriving that night. He’d been responding to a noise complaint, a bonfire party out in the field where kids always gathered once school let out. Most of the group had scattered by the time he got there. One girl stayed behind. Said she wouldn’t leave without her friend.
A boy pointed off toward the darker end of the field.
“She went that way,” he said. “Probably to puke. She’s wasted.”
Frank followed the path alone. Tall grass pressed down where someone had walked before him, the trail weaving through the slope like a thread unraveling. The moonlight barely reached. Just enough to catch the shape of a man standing still in the open.
He wasn’t moving. Just standing there, like he’d been dropped into place and hadn’t figured out what to do next.
Frank’s eyes fell to the ground between them.
The girl lay curled on her side. One arm tucked against her chest, knees drawn slightly inward. The slash at her neck looked impossibly deep. But it was the way she was turned that stuck with him. Not like she’d been caught off guard. Like she’d seen it coming.
Frank raised his weapon out of instinct more than fear.
There was always something about Earl’s face that stayed with him, something in the way he had looked up in that moment. It was shock, but not the loud kind. More like as if even Earl wasn’t sure whether he had been caught doing something or was about to be blamed for something he hadn’t done.
And maybe it was that confused look that first made Frank realize he couldn’t be certain about what had happened. He’d have to put his trust in the detectives to get to the bottom of it, believing the truth would rise during the trial, if it ever came to that.
Earl spoke, his voice drawing Frank back to the present.
“I knew her, you know.”
Frank glanced over, surprised by the admission. Earl wasn’t looking at him, just out the passenger window, his face calm but distant.
“Not well,” he added. "She worked at the pharmacy. The one where I used to get my mother’s prescriptions.”
The tires hummed beneath them. A long stretch of fence line blurred past.
“I didn’t know her name. Not until the detectives said it in the interrogation room.”
Frank kept his hands on the wheel. He spoke with a new tension in his voice.
“You told them you didn’t know her.”
“I didn’t,” Earl said. “Not really. Just a pretty girl I saw from time to time.”
Frank adjusted his grip slightly. It wasn’t much, but the words sat heavy in the cab.
Earl shifted in his seat, not fidgeting, just repositioning like the memory weighed something.
“The DA isn’t the only one who leaves things out when it doesn’t suit the story.”
They crested a low hill. Beyond it lay the last stretch of open land, lit by the afternoon sun, before it gave way to the village where Earl’s brother lived.
They didn’t speak for the last few miles.
The house came into view at the end of a long gravel road. It was a modest place, weathered and low to the ground, sitting quiet under the shade of old trees. The yard was dry and open, with no fence or signs of activity. There were no other houses nearby, no traffic on the road behind them. Just the steady presence of a place that hadn’t changed in a long time.
Frank slowed the truck and pulled up just short of the walkway. He turned off the engine. The silence returned like it had been waiting.
Earl didn’t move. He sat with his hands resting loosely on his thighs, his eyes on the house. It wasn’t the stillness of reluctance or nerves. Just a man taking a moment to finish something before beginning whatever came next.
Frank turned to face Earl, aware in a certain way that this might be the last time their paths would cross, but it was Earl who broke the silence first.
“The whole ride,” Earl said, his voice low, “you’ve asked me everything except what you really came to ask, what you really wanted to know.”
Frank sat for a moment, gathering the nerve to speak a question he couldn’t take back once spoken.
“Did you do it?”
Earl gave a half smile, surprised Frank had found the courage. But when he answered, it wasn’t what Frank was expecting.
“Do you think all men, guilty or innocent, deserve a fair trial?”
Frank nodded once. “Of course.”
Earl’s eyes stayed on Frank. “Did you think I was getting one?”
Frank looked down at the gearshift, then out to the house waiting for Earl.
“No,” he said. “I don’t.”
Earl’s breath softened.
“If you were guilty, with the DA pushing for the death penalty, would you take a plea for twenty-five years to save your life?”
“Definitely,” Frank said, without hesitation.
Earl nodded. “And if you were innocent, and had the kind of trial I got?”
Frank didn’t answer right away. When he did, his voice was lower. “I think I might have, under the circumstances.”
“No, you wouldn’t,” Earl said, shaking his head. “You’d have fought until the end, thinking it would all work out. Thinking the truth would be enough.”
Frank wanted to argue, but he wasn’t sure he could.
“I don’t think it’s the details of that night that keep you up,” Earl said. “What’s eating at you is the part after. The part where a man looks around, sees what kind of room he’s in, and decides twenty-five years is a safer bet than gambling with lethal injection. Not because of what the facts might show. But because he knows what a losing hand looks like.”
Frank didn’t speak. The words settled between them.
Earl’s voice was even now. “I never asked why you left the force. I didn’t need to. I said it before—you’re a man who still believes in things.”
Frank looked over, unsure. “What do you mean by that?”
“I mean you’re not the kind of man who can stand behind a system where twenty-five years is the best option—whether you done it or not.”
Over the years, Frank had given people plenty of reasons why he left the force. Too much stress. Long hours. A wife who worried about his safety. But what Earl had just said—that was the reason. Even if Frank hadn’t seen it clearly for himself until now.
Earl sat in silence with him, watching as Frank adjusted to the truth.
“That you, Earl?” a voice called from the house.
Earl placed a hand on Frank’s shoulder, gave it a light, reassuring squeeze.
“Thanks for the ride,” he said.
Earl opened the door. The hinges gave an audible creak, and the cab filled with afternoon air, warmer now, touched with the scent of dust and dry weeds. He stepped out slowly, reached into the bed of the truck for his duffel, and slung it over his shoulder with a motion that looked practiced.
At the foot of the steps, he turned halfway.
Frank gave a small nod. He couldn’t quite make any words come.
Earl climbed the steps. The door swung open before he reached it, and standing there was a man who looked like him—same eyes, same shoulders, just a few years younger.
Without turning, the man called into the house, “Boys, your uncle Earl is home.”
Frank stayed in the truck. He didn’t start the engine right away. He sat for a while, thinking not just about the ride, but the last 25 years.
When he did finally drive off, it was slow. The tires rolled easy like they had learned the road in some earlier life.
He didn’t check the rearview. He didn’t need to.