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Disintegration of the Heart

I'm almost afraid to tell you
Exactly how I feel
In case you laugh and mock me
And my confidence you steal

I want to love you, truly
I want you give you my heart
But I am so afraid you'll abuse it
And casually you'll tear it apart

I dream of us being together
Of two singles becoming a pair
My fears, though, caution me against
Bothering to venture there

Suspicion whispers in my ear
That you're being nasty and cruel
That if I allow myself to fall for you
You will treat me like a fool

I believe that you will hurt me
Lead me on for your twisted fun
Then turn around and humiliate me
In front of everyone

Why do you treat me so badly;
Do you want me to hate you?
That is never going to happen
It's something I just can't do

I love you so much it's painful
It keeps me awake at night
Just give me the tinest sign
You're willing to make this right

I can't go on like this forever
Needing you in my life
Say the word and I will willingly
Take you for my wife

I know that you're with him now
But that won't last much longer
My love for you is much more real
Much truer and much stronger

Once he's out of the picture,
You will see what was meant to be
That in spite of your protestations
You were always meant to be with me

No, I should keep my feelings to myself
Even if they do make me ill
If I don't I know that one I will snap
And I will lash out and I'll kill

It could be you or it could be him
It won't matter on the day
I will murder anybody who
Tries to get in the way

Of my getting what I want
Whether by free will or by force
What I want most of all, though
Is your love, of course

But if I cannot trust you
To be honest and sincere
How can we have a future together
Without suspicion, dread and fear?

All you have to do is tell me
That you love me clear and true
And I will give you everything
I'll give the world to you

But if you treat me badly
Tease me and make me cry
Then you can kiss the rest of your life
A very swift goodbye

I love you, can't you see that?
Why won't you love me as well
You're driving me crazy acting like that
Every day is a living hell

Damn you, I love you I hate you
I want you out of my head!
Go away you're evil
I want you damn well dead!!

**********************

I want you out of my head
I want rest, I need respite
I'm too tired to carry on loving you
When I know it isn't right

Help me, baby, help me
Tell what I need to do
How to move on with my life now
A life that doesn't include you

I want to die, I want to live
I want peace, I want rest
I want you most of all
Because, baby, you're the best

But you don't even know who I am
Which is why our love can never be
You're my ideal, my perfect partner
My dream, my ultimate fantasy.
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I really wish the hot water problem were fixed!



Hugs. Hope it gets fixed soon.



Thank you, but unfortunately, it is going to take a while.



aw, I'm sorry honey. xoxoxo

What my morning turned out to be.... I just woke up to get a cup of water and I walk in to a big mess. Sigh, and it is the cause why I am still in the doctor's office.
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I really wish the hot water problem were fixed!



Hugs. Hope it gets fixed soon.
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I'm wondering if I'm the only one here who doesn't like sushi?.. I rather eat fried catfish hahasmile
Hope all is having a great day/night :)


I'm not into sushi. And my meat has to be well cooked- well done all the way..



I don't like steak either. Lmao
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Oh no, that's so awful.

There won't be any more endangered animals/magnificent creatures.
They'll all have been poached to death.


The poor baby and the poor mother. Her only crime:merely existing.
Greedy {inserts swear words here}
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I'm wondering if I'm the only one here who doesn't like sushi?.. I rather eat fried catfish hahasmile
Hope all is having a great day/night :)



I like sushi, but it's not my first choice. I'd rather have a rare steak, though my favourite food is Indian. The spicier and hotter, the better.
Hope our day is fabulous
May it be forever bright
Hopefully the snow won't last
But until then hold me tight
I'm wondering if I'm the only one here who doesn't like sushi?.. I rather eat fried catfish hahasmile
Hope all is having a great day/night :)
I'm gutted. Lindor chocolates contain gluten :-( so do Maltesers... sob... at least Daim bars don't!
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Let Me Love You or For A Moment
Let me love you for a moment,
For an hour, for a night
For all time.
Forget everything else,
It's just you and I
In this one moment.
Please let me have this
With you.
Let me be yours and you
Be mine just for right now.
I won't tell anyone,
This will be our secret.
Let me love you
The only way I know how.
Let me love you,
Just for one moment.
Accept it, cherish it.
Remember it.
Remember these arms, this heart.
This moment is ours,
I shall never forget it.


Wow! This is fabulous.

It NEEDS to be on the main forum page!



Aw, thank you Andy.xxxoo

I submitted it already I mean.
Whats mikey without mine
What's tiger without pooh
What's Donald without daisy
that's me with out you
&
When Elmo isn't ticklish
And pooh bear hates honey,
When trigger stops bouncing,
and goody isn't funny.

When peter pan can't fly,
And samba never roars,
When Alice in wonderland
Can't fit through small doors.

When dumbo's ears are small,
And happily ever after isn't true
That's when I'll stop loving you.
I believe in me:
So would you as well if you
Could learn to trust me
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Let Me Love You or For A Moment
Let me love you for a moment,
For an hour, for a night
For all time.
Forget everything else,
It's just you and I
In this one moment.
Please let me have this
With you.
Let me be yours and you
Be mine just for right now.
I won't tell anyone,
This will be our secret.
Let me love you
The only way I know how.
Let me love you,
Just for one moment.
Accept it, cherish it.
Remember it.
Remember these arms, this heart.
This moment is ours,
I shall never forget it.


Wow! This is fabulous.

It NEEDS to be on the main forum page!
Let Me Love You or For A Moment
Let me love you for a moment,
For an hour, for a night
For all time.
Forget everything else,
It's just you and I
In this one moment.
Please let me have this
With you.
Let me be yours and you
Be mine just for right now.
I won't tell anyone,
This will be our secret.
Let me love you
The only way I know how.
Let me love you,
Just for one moment.
Accept it, cherish it.
Remember it.
Remember these arms, this heart.
This moment is ours,
I shall never forget it.