Not me having downloaded myVEGAS Bingo to my iPad purely cause Jane is doing the number-calling in one section, I swear.

Nor is it me losing it every time she winks at the beginning of each round.

I'd give anything to sleep through the night for once cause I honestly can't remember the last time I was able to. 

Tldr; no amount of coffee is helping today so I think it's going to be an early night.

Last week, my mom described Jane's eyes as stardust-colored and now I can't decide whether I like that better than skydust or not.

Not me wanting to snuggle up to Jane again, I swear. 

...god, I'd give just about anything for that right now. I'm so soft.

I like how we're able to edit our works after they've been posted. This is really nice cause, well, what if you forgot to add a series name or something?

...so idk if this is a bug or not but I'm posting just in case. 

Anyway, the birthday thing on profiles seems a bit wonky - I actually had to set it to the day after my birthday to get it to show the proper date.

Anyone else get gateway timeout errors this morning or was that just me?

Not me thinking about a long make out session with Sue Sylvester, I swear. I need it.

I'm locked out too. And if I do manage it, I'm only logged in on the site itself and not the forum. 

I...I'm about ready to give up on the red side.

Y'all are lucky. I can't even login to the new red site. And if I manage it, I'm only logged in on the site itself and not the forum.

I...I'm about ready to give up.

Not me thinking about the dream I had on Saturday night and hoping I can find some way to turn it into a story (even if I don't post it here) cause it ended too soon for my liking.

...and if dream related fix-it stories weren't a thing before, well, they will be now.

Nothing. Head empty. No thoughts; only Jane.

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I finally have my body pillow so now I can have all the full body snuggles I want. One half of my bed is literally just Jane now.

So, I have a weird story idea. Have you ever thought about what might happen if you woke up and your pillow was alive and you were the pillow! Jane missed you so much she bought a Elyse-pillow for herself! Anyway. Just a thought. Maybe pursue it with someone besides Jane - me falling asleep with a Gillian Anderson pillow, or something similar.

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I finally have my body pillow so now I can have all the full body snuggles I want. One half of my bed is literally just Jane now.

If I mentioned this before, I'm sorry, but I learned how to make gifs and edit videos for use in said gifs cause of Jane. 

A lot of the gifs that I want to use for things don't exist so I've had to do it myself.

Not me having had an 'oh my god I have a type' moment cause of a Facebook ad of all things, I swear.

Her fingers...I can't... 🥰

I know I say this a lot, but I'm so soft for Jane right now that it's not funny. 🥰🖤

She makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside and I just want to hold her tight and give some of that warmth back to her. She deserves it and then some.

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Nothing wrong with tear jerkers. Just look at the box office for movies like Love Story.

EDIT: ...well, here it is. https://www.storiesspace.com/stories/poetry/broken-parts-1

Don't say I didn't warn you about the tissues.

Not me working on something to be posted here for once, I swear. Nor is it me knowing the thing I'm working on is a tear-jerker. 

Head empty. No thoughts; only Jane. 🖤

...god, there's something so incredibly addictive about Jane when she looks extra vulnerable. 🖤

Jane was in my dreams last night - for once. 🖤

She'd moved into a house a few doors down from my parents and every time I was over, I'd spend more time at her house than theirs. Oops?

Sometimes I wish I was pretty like Jane. 

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It's worked for me before, esp. if I am stalled. Or sometimes the new story turns out to be the one I prefer and gets done first.

Please be gentle with me this week cause it's that time of the month.

Also, I ended up starting a totally new story last night even though I've not finished the one I'm still working on. Maybe that will help me finish it somehow?

Here we go again.

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I had a buddy whose oldest brother had his first when we were in our early teens so he was an uncle at like 12 or something so similar situation to you, I imagine, when his oldest nephew went off to university. But only 32? That's not even "old and wrinkly." Jane's older than that, isn't she?

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Yeah, my brother's kids hitting college (they are a bit older than mine) was the first sign I had slipped into the next generational bracket. Then mine did and my eldest nephew got married. So I guess I am well into old fart territory now, eh.😜

Sara: That's true. It's part of the reason I'm hoping I won't have to split it up.

...and in other news my (not so) little second cousin is turning 18 next Sunday and now I feel old and wrinkly. Plus she's in her first year of college, too.