head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I'm having such soft thoughts about Jane holding me and stroking my hair and kissing my forehead right now, but at the same time, I don't think I'd be able to let go of her without crying or thinking she'd disappear the second I did.
TLDR; I'm sleepy and still really emotional over her.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I'm currently switching between "I...I can't believe Jane actually exists" and "if Jane hugged me right now, I'd be unable to let go for fear of her disappearing."
TLDR; I'm really, really emotional over her right now.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Two more weeks till I'm back in Jane's arms where I belong. Brace yourselves; the countdown posts are on the way.
...also I honestly can't believe I actually made it this far without her cause there's lots of things I can live without but she's definitely not one of them.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Also, I like to think that when I'm sad or sick or something, Jane takes me into her arms like, "Come here, little one. Let your Neenee take care of you."
...and I'm honestly just feeling so soft thinking about that.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
A concept: falling asleep wrapped around Jane like a human koala, her heart beating in my ears and her scent surrounding me.
Yes please. I need my Neenee.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Please don't laugh at me for this cause I'm already insecure enough, but I finally have something to call Jane other than by her name, Lady Jane, or wife: Neenee.
(My friend suggested Janey but my brain immediately shortened it for some reason...so...there we are.)
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I'm so soft for Jane right now.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I've just discovered The Mysterious Benedict Society and its sequels and prequel.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I'm currently wearing a t-shirt that says IF LOST, PLEASE RETURN TO JANE LYNCH in colorful letters.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Day two of my WL rewatch. Tonight's episodes will be 3 and 4 for sure (and maybe 5 if I'm not too tired).
And in other news, I turn 31 tomorrow (but I doubt I have that many flavors).
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I had a dream that WL was going to be done onstage in my city...but not with Jane or Anne. It was more like if WL was a play or musical.