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JustAnotherSapphic
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I...it hasn't really sunk in that there's a WL hiatus yet. I have my moments of knowing, of course, but mostly I'm just confused and numb and lost.

I finally have an ebook version of Anne Robinson's autobiography omg.

I've been trying to find one for eleven years. I...
God, I miss my Jane. I keep reaching out for her hand but all I ever get is one of my remotes or something.
I'm exhausted. I only got maybe an hour or two of sleep last night, neither of which included snuggles with Jane.
Quote by Rumple_deWriter
Morning, y'all and welcome to December. Sympathy is hereby extended to the quickly aging Xander (31 or thereabouts) for having to endure the unendurable aging process without his Lady Jane. ;)


Thanks Rumple. What hurts the most is not that I'm getting older, but that WL isn't going to be back until January 11th which means I can't be with my "lady Jane," as you like to call her on (or near) my birthday.
Hard to believe I'm going to be 31 in two weeks tbh. That's not old by any means, obviously, but still.

More than anything, I wish Jane could be here to celebrate with me, but eh.
I'm so not ready to be away from Jane for a month omg.

I...I have a lump in my throat from trying not to cry...and I've not even had my coffee yet.
Quote by DenimAngel
Xander hi ! Sorry for the upcoming WL hiatus hope you can find lots of Jane stuff to watch.


Me too. It helps that some of her stuff can be streamed, of course, but it won't be the same.

Why a month? Especially when WL is the only thing keeping me here at times?

I miss her already...
The WL hiatus doesn't officially start till Tuesday but I'm already missing Jane as though it has (probably cause it's going to last a month this time).

Brace yourselves; the hiatus posts are coming.
I...just the thought of being away from Jane for an entire month is enough to bring me to tears today. I'm...I feel so lost...or something...and I have a lump in my throat cause I could cry at any second.

Thanksgiving 2.0 today cause we're going back to my grandma's for leftovers and turkey soup. Yum.
It was a hard Thanksgiving for my family too tbh cause it was the first one without my grandpa (he died at the end of April at the age of 104).

...but I guess it'll be easier with time.
I have so many ideas for holiday fics that I don't know what to do with them...and no motivation to work on them, either. Ugh.
...oh my god. There was a guy on last night's WL that answered a question about Venus with Uranus and when he got booted off, Jane was like, "I have so many jokes about that but I can't say any of them on prime time TV."

Oh Jane, only you.
Tomorrow is WL day and I'm honestly trying not to explode over the thought of Jane not wearing all black for the first time all season. She can wear anything and look edible.

I...error 404; human.exe not found.
Quote by Mendalla
I remember having a bad thing for Brooke Shields back in her heyday as a teen star. We're supposedly the same age, though some sources have her a year younger, and our birthdays are even quite close together. Back in high school, I fantasized an entire story involving her and me, including fantasizing her taking the lead in the movie version. But that was long, long ago. *sighs* Enjoy your mad crush while it lasts, Xander.


Oh, I intend to, believe me. Funny thing is that a lot of Jane's sarcastic comments (on WL or otherwise) are similar to things I might say to somebody.
It's a good news/bad news kind of day.

Good: I found an an online shop that sells just about everything you could ever want with somebody's picture on it (ie: pillows, clothes, coffee mugs, etc). And one of the people you can choose from is Jane. I...

Bad: We just finished a WL hiatus and now we're headed for another one after a few more weeks of episodes. And this time it's going to last for a month. And I...I really, really don't want to be away from Jane for that long.
Quote by Mendalla
So she's been wearing all back for eight episodes? She in mourning or go Goth or what?

(says the guy who is wearing mostly black today )


None of the above. I think she was trying to be like Anne.

EDIT: I wasn't complaining that she won't be wearing as much black. More like it's been a few days full of thoughts like "how is she so beautiful?"
We're nine episodes into WL (the ninth being this upcoming Monday) and Jane won't be wearing all black for the first time all season and I...I can't stop thinking about it omg.
This guy that got booted off on this week's WL said he was too nervous to answer questions cause Jane was staring at him the whole time and my first thought was, "...join the club."

I...I have the same reaction and I'm just watching and/or playing along at home!
I just realized it's been a month since I joined omg. It feels like so much longer.

...also it's supposed to rain today but we'll see what happens.
Jane on hosting WL:

"I'm channeling Anne's sternness but every once in awhile I give them a little wink."

Understatement of the century oh my god. I...error 404; speech.exe not found.
Oh, I believe you, Rumple.

...also Jane is on Watch What Happens Live tonight omg. I...
Still thinking about Anne tbh. I guess I'm missing her or something.

...and in other news, don't be an idiot like me and give yourself a caffeine withdrawal headache.
Today is an Anne kind of day tbh; like, I went to sleep thinking about her and woke up the same way. Eleven years later and she still sets my soul aflame.