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Still thinking about Anne tbh. I guess I'm missing her or something.
...and in other news, don't be an idiot like me and give yourself a caffeine withdrawal headache.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Today is an Anne kind of day tbh; like, I went to sleep thinking about her and woke up the same way. Eleven years later and she still sets my soul aflame.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Today I woke up with minimal body pain for the first time in about a year. My new mattress is wonderful and I'm absolutely positive that most, if not all, of my pain was being caused by my old mattress.
...and in other news, it's finally WL day after two long, long weeks. I keep imagining myself jumping into Jane's arms and wrapping my body around her like a koala.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
It's the last day of the WL hiatus. I made it and tomorrow I'll finally see my Jane after two long, long weeks.
Also I got my new mattress but I've not used it yet cause it's only eleven in the morning and I'm up having coffee.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
There was a mixup with my new mattress so now I'm getting it tomorrow instead but it's okay cause they upgraded it (by way of an apology, I guess). One more night with this old, uncomfortable one.
Oh, and it's day twelve of the WL hiatus. I'm so close I can taste it.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Expectations/Overture - Hayley Kiyoko
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Highlights of the day:
-I'm getting a new mattress.
-I have a new thermostat and my pilot light is on.
-I renewed my Apple Music subscription earlier in the week.
-Three more days till I see Jane again.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Girls Like Girls in my head - Hayley Kiyoko
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Gift her a Sephora gift card.
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It's day nine of the WL hiatus. Five days to go till I see Jane again and all I can think of is, like, running into her arms and having her stagger backwards in mock alarm as she holds me.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Hit a bit of a writing slump right when I didn't need one.
Also missing Anne today for some reason.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Why isn't Halloween mistletoe a thing? Or, you know, some kind of equivalent?
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
...somebody followed my Janestagram (and yes, I really do have an IG devoted to her) and...well, idk what I was expecting, but now my body is full of butterflies and I forgot to get coffee cause they're also a Janestagram.
...and on another note, hey to anyone here. I'm getting coffee before I get distracted again.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Head empty. No thoughts; only Jane. Aka how I forgot this place exists.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Well, don't get me wrong cause it took me awhile to accept that I'm pretty much nocturnal but yeah, I hear you.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I can't sleep but I welcome it because there's a certain comfort in being awake late at night.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I found a way to hear Jane's album until I can fix my Apple Music subscription, but some of the songs almost make it feel like a joke album; like, maybe somebody dared her to make it or something.
TLDR; it's totally her and I love it.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I can't type. Either that or I'm hungry cause I almost put "Jane Lunch" by accident elsewhere oops.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
Who knew writing femslash would get me to write things over a thousand words again?
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She has eyes like skydust and a smile to rival the sun.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
I would forget to renew my Apple Music subscription right before learning about Jane's Christmas album...so now I have to wait till next month to hear her sing.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
It's all fun and games till you start shipping a rarepair and have read all eleven of the fics multiple times.
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Thanks everyone. I'm just sorry Jane leaves me too speechless to say much.
head empty. no thoughts. just sean.
...still a bit too speechless to say anything tbh.