Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see.
You won't see love,
and you won't see flowers,
You won't see something pretty.

You will see something dark,
You will see something evil,
Something so unreal,
Something so cruel.

You will see the real pain I feel,
Because I can't hide it on the inside.
I can't hide if you are already looking into my heart.

What is it that you want to see?
What is it, do you think you will see?
You won't see anything,
Because you can't see anything that isn't happy, and perfect.

It will just be something blank,
Kinda like a sheet of school paper, with nothing written on it.
You want to hear my life story,
But I can tell you that you won't like it.

I do write my story.
I live it,
And I write it,
But I write in pens, so I can't erase my mistakes, and make them perfect for you.

What you see is what you get.
What you'll find, is what I feel.
You may not like what you see,
But what you see, is how I feel.

The pain,
The evil,
The hurt,
The tears.

It's all there,
I can't hide it anymore.
I can't erase what has happened,
I can't pretend everything is fine.

Look into my heart,
You will not like what you are going to see,
But it is how I feel.
Just look....if you dare....