I have nothing left,

I'm down here on my knee,

My faith has all but vanished,

I walk alone, I'm solo, just me,

My abusive mom is pure evil,

Growing up without any friends,

I've learned a lot on my journey,

Hell is real, not just a trend,

My battle with addiction worse,

The demons have returned,

I can't do this alone,

I admit, I have learned,

I hope God will forgive me,

And help me right my wrongs,

I've hurt so many,

Another of my pathetic songs,

God if your still listening,

Please have an Angel sent,

Although I'm not broken,

I'm all the way bent.

I grew up in church,

Left to be a bad boy thug,

Found jobs didn't pay bills,

I made $100,000's selling drugs,

I've been providing poison,

To people simply killing the pain,

For that I'm sorry, ashamed,

I'm not this person and ready to change,

I deserve every ounce of Hell,

But my babies don't,

The drugs will let me go,

But the Cartels won't.