Worst fear realized
as I feel my world crumbling around me
with you as the source of my pain
and all this means nothing now
all what I built is coming down
decayed of walls broken down in mere moments
as I cry out for help
this is a me I thought I buried
but it's back as I break out in tears
over the sorrow of missing
missing what we had
thought it would last forever
but you ended it
now I am in pain
but not what am use to
oh no now it's an emotional melt down
as you walked out of my life
I see who I truly am
this little boy hiding emotions
looking for someone to understand him
someone to love him
as he conceals his pain and past from friends
when deep inside he's just an out of control
maniac losing his head
as he tries to change through his words
till you came along and crumbled it all
I was never the type to fall in love
yet now am heart broken as you say goodbye
and the tears begin
as I go back to being this concealed beast
everyone seems to fear
all when I just needed a friend
well no more back to being this cold guy
as I walk this streets alone