Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see. You won't see Love and you won't see flowers. You won't see something pretty
You will see something Dark You will see something evil Something so unreal Something so cruel
You will see the real pain I feel because I can't hide it on the inside I can't hide if you are already looking into my heart
What is it that you want to see What is it, do you think you will see you won't see anything because you can't see anything that isn't happy, and perfect
it will just be something blank kinda like a sheet of school paper, with nothing written on it you want to hear my life story but I can tell you that you won't like it.
I do write my story, I live it and I write it but I write in pens, so I can't erase my mistakes, and make them perfect for you
what you see if what you get what you find, is what I feel you may not like what you see but what you see, is how I feel
the pain the evil the hurt the tears
its all there I can't hide it anymore. I can't erase what has happened I can't pretend everything is fine
look into my heart you are not like what you are going to see but it is how I feel Just look....if you dare.... 
