I have nothing left to give,
Giving up never seemed so real,
The pain has now consumed me,
There's nothing else I feel,
I cannot point a finger,
I'm the only one to blame,
Memories are all fading,
Nothing stays the same,
I have not slept in seven days,
My body is so weak,
I'm half the man I used to be,
I should be at my peak,
I know it isn't death I seek,
But I deserve redemption,
A get out of Hell free card,
Or maybe an exemption,
I refuse to fade away,
In a world so cold I live,
I'm doing the best that I know how,
To play the hand I'm given,
I have walked this road before,
A never ending journey,
One day I will defeat my demons,
Until then I'll keep on learning.