The trappings of my heart

Devour me to be

A woman who succumbs

To her feelings free

And in that intensity

I question myself

About my past, future and present.

For all I see is a smokescreen in front

And the silhouette of the knight

Riding the horse

He looks so calm and content

To be him

Yet I sense a pain within

Is he just passing by

Or approaching me

I do not know and

The doubt disturbs me

For all I fear

I will be hurt again

And forget I exist in future, past and present.

I give it one last try

Cause I feel so

And close my eyes and

Walk the steps

While every moment gets heavy

I count my breath

And pray to God I wake up blessed.