I saw beauty In places others ignored Most of the times I ignored this But sometimes You know we have a desire to communicate I would go there and say Hi this is what I have got A pearl from the shore They would look puzzled Baby what is this It didn't move me I would go on with it And touch myself even more that night Until my legs trembled with spasms Until the last drop of cum wetted the sheets And in the morning I was...

I dreamt of a creature coming from aether Someone that ate poetry for breakfast So consumed in his own world That was unable to function in this world Someone that fed his demons Before his body Someone that sang aether songs I would like to observe him from afar Be cautious not to touch his energy when I got close Because you know I am polluted I am a mortal It feels I only destroy with these hands on some days.

I fear of the verse sometimes It is like you activate a diver That goes to the deepest caves What I have drowned Mutilated Muted In the course of time What if the current is too much And diving I can not find my way back.

On some days I want to tell you everything Where I was What I did What I felt I like you seeing me And the resonance On other days I want to hide in the bathroom for hours And ignore you When you call my name.

You are a piece of moon Strangely living between humans I can not believe you stand there Not washed away by the noise You emit secret light Not everyone can see And that is good I have no competition I touch you I fondle you I play with you Oh I see You are there Real Oh look I am touching you.

The whole Is a radiant beauty There is nothing else to do here But look at this enchanting maze.

A haunting mignon. My sweet Musette, of darkness. A pale silhouette weeping on cold stones, in heaven’s crypt. Cracked by the frost of blind angels, carved from bones, bleeding in the rain With haloes. Trapped in a holy tomb of profane. My eternal call. Half dead, half alive walking on cracked bones. My reason to live. The glitter in the eye, when you are exhaustly tired. My sweet Musette. My eternal love. A haunting mign...

In the fountain of self love I drink Unapologetically I got thirst And I enjoy it.

I write verses One by one A poem. Look! Look what I found. I made it visible I made it electric I caught a glimpse of the eternal.

I miss you I want to see your face When you are in the top of me Inside.

Here it is the grey monster Sadness Sticking it tongue Poisoning my head But surprisingly Giving me verses.

We all live for that hand to hold Don't we Silly me I dream of you tonight Sending me love letters Offering advice on how I could be better Whispering me in the ear I love you Writting me poetry You write well But here you are Colder than stone How do I know what is inside you When you do not show it You leave me alone When your presence is worshipped And I clinge to you I can not let you go I can imagine anything But not...

The ashtray yells There is an angry drunk man in front of me That looks at me And I avoid him My body throws acid chemicals That make my head ache It is raining And I am done.

In art I find shelter I go away from the storm I pour my teacup And burn, burn, burn.

I am tired of this boring landscape Take my hand Teach me how to love How to make shelter for this deranged self I will be grateful for all my life I will never take my eyes off of you I will follow you in hell.