Not knowing you was the best decision I should have made

But my universe and destiny both conspired so that our paths would someday meet.

The pull you have for me is so strong.

So strong that resisting from it seems so wrong.

I have always been entranced by the wonders you have shown.

And slowly, the emotions inside me have started to grow.

Had I fought and ended it before it began

Would I have prevented these longing and sadness from tearing me again?

Pictures, thoughts, and incidents of you

Keep on consuming my already tattered heart and soul.

You are so close yet so far away.

Never knew that caring for you would break me this way.

Do you even know my existence?

My existence that you’ll probably never know for the rest of your time.

Just like a vulnerable moth, I was drawn to your light.

Shining so beautifully, making my world so bright.

Got drawn to it and by your greatness

Not knowing that it will only lead me to my tragic end.