Some days are worse than others

But just the same, some days are better than others

And when there not a lot goes through my mind 

I feel like I'm not enough 

Or like what I do won't make a difference

I feel like my world falls apart and every single turn I take will be my destruction 

I feel And when I feel I hurt

On these days, looking in a mirror is hard 

On these days, loving is hard 

Feeling is hard 

Being alive is hard 

I push through but these days are always there 

I feel like no matter what I do my heart is telling me it's not enough 

My heart is unhappy with me

I no longer have the drive to be happy 

On these days, I'm no longer myself