It's a beautiful day outside
blue skies not a cloud
But in here it's stormy
Grey clouds building thick
with no signs of clearing.
You have really done it this time
alienated everyone that helps you,
the people you called friends. Even the person you call your best friend,
the person you always asked for help
And he bailed you out, if he could.
What are you going to do now? Do you have a plan
for when you get out of hospital
and only have twenty dollars,
in your pocket to pay all your bills?
You have no one to turn too, no one wants to know you.
This attention seeking behavior of running to the hospital
The name calling, pushing, shoving and even hitting at times
has really worked well, as you sit there all alone.
I hope you enjoy it with no one to curl up beside
or comfort you when you are sick or sad.
But you know what the worse thing is
you tried to bring me down too
telling my friends that I was scum
Nothing better than a piece of dirt.
You even told them not to ring
But lucky for me it didn't work.