I'm 45, straight, disabled, and enjoy writing poems, often dark about love lost and my feelings towards my disability, shame and loneliness of who I am.
I am very shy, and most of that is due to the fact I do have a disability (hands/arm). Behind the shyness is a guy with a loving, lonely, caring soul who would like to be only friends with people who don't judge others.
Interests Enjoy writing poems (often are quite dark in tone due to my disability, loneliness etc). Stories occasionally. Watching tv and movies.
Favorite Books Fiends by Richard Laymon. A Hellbound Heart (Hellraiser) by Clive Barker.
Favorite Authors Clive Barker.
Favorite Movies Fan of too many to name, fantasy, sci-fi, action, emotional, comedy, old b&w comedy, feel good movies etc.
Favorite Music Within Temptation, Sarah McLachlan, Aerosmith, The Pretty Reckless.
Entangled withinYour spiders webNo Escape Entranced by your eyesConsuming myLost Innocence Writhing upon my bare skinThe succubus of yourNaked body Your lips close to my ownStealing my lastBreathe You caught meBoth heart and soulForever yours
This strange feeling insideIt's so hard to explainTurmoil and tormentMaking my head spinDespite my compassion and honestyTrying hard to make others feel good about themselvesI often retreat to my lonely pathetic world I live inWith a sense of shame and te...
Rising from the ashes, he shall rise to bring pain ...
Like a waterfallcrashing downa never-ending streamof tearsa hollowed chestwhere oncea heart beat stoodhangs a vacated signlove is all he soughtsomeoneto hold himtell him all will be alrighta womanof any descriptionto speak tenderwordsan angelwings so blac...