Sorry Stories

I love you- You know that right? Every time that I have told you no, I was hoping it was for your own good. You say you are no longer the same person, That he died long ago. I don't belive you. I will always see you as the strong, amazing, and most bravest person I've ever known. You are my other half. When you went away, A part of me did as well. I started listening to your music, watching the things you watch. And whene...

I lift the pen, it feels leaden in my hand. I curl my fingers around the grip, my words feel heavy and hard to grasp. I heave a sigh and smooth back my raven black hair. How can I write what needs to be said? How can I show how much I care? How can I apologize for the past? What can I say to wash out the pain? What can I do to earn trust again? I open the drawer, and the scent of paper wafts out. I lift one sheet out and...

Sitting outside on the verandalooking out at the mountains on the horizon.As the smell of a roasting barbecue chickenfills the air. Recalling our last conversation, the hurtful cruel words, which left many unanswered questionsas to why, when you walked out the door. Now as the tears run down my cheek the severity of this finally sinks in.A cherished friendship of many years is now overand why, I still cannot determined. T...

Baby I am so sorry, Please say you will forgive me For being so naive. I watched you Spending time with others And what you say we are, Doesn’t seem real. Although you have Told me over and over That you love me And you want me to be your wife. You have always seemed More attentive, affectionate to others, And that hurt. Listening to a song you gave me I realised today, You confide in me Maybe not as much as I may like Bu...

About 2 months after getting away... I didn't mean to do it, I swear. I swear I didn't. The car came out of nowhere and... and I... I couldn't move fast enough... and... please don't hurt me. "Why would I hurt you? It wasn't your fault, I'm just glad you're okay." Arms around me, pulling me close to him. It's still all new, Adam, completely new. ...if I was still there... "But you aren't. And he won't ever touch you again...

The sun’s waking up And you don’t want it toYou say, “Sun please go back to sleep, your baby misses the moon”(A.K.A your excuse to stay fixed in your room)Not because it’s beautiful Or because it lights up the darknessThe moon to you is just the makingsOf a fruit ripped with excusesFor you to lay and rest your eyes in those sleeping bags they've createdIt’s getting easier for you, anywayAs the weather starts to freeze and...