I love you- You know that right? Every time that I have told you no, I was hoping it was for your own good. You say you are no longer the same person, That he died long ago. I don't belive you. I will always see you as the strong, amazing, and most bravest person I've ever known. You are my other half. When you went away, A part of me did as well. I started listening to your music, watching the things you watch. And whene...

If you didn’t know her   You’d never know   That her heart was broken   But to know her   To have her touch your life   Was magical   The pain in her heart   Shows deep in her eyes   They don’t shine with the same sparkle anymore   She smiles   So the hurt won’t show   But there’s a tenderness missing   She swallows her tears   And makes it through   Like every day she’s in control   I sit and watch her wondering   Who sh...

They must be singing, songs of glory their sister has come home, I am assured the angels welcomed you home Streets of gold, beneath your once weary feet voice raised in infinite songs of praise I have no doubt; you are dancing Your sweet smiling face,looking down on us those left behind to accept the loss Tears of joy, of sadness will certainly fall gracing the cheeks of those that love you Hands will raise, voices will l...

My trembling fingers flutterAround the pulse inside my neckI check for signs of lifeNow that my promised life has leftMy hands across my mouthI hold the screams down deepYet sometimes one leaks outIn tracks of tears across my cheekThe emptiness grows largerThe cavern hits new lowsThe deep grinds bones to dustMy fragile heart implodesIn platitudes and 'somedays'In 'just be strong for nows'The 'wait a little longers'Infuse...

Sometimes word can break your heart. They spread a lie you never thought you would believe. You spoke words of friendship and of love. I began to think that maybe just maybe it could be. Somewhere along the way I fell a little bit in love with you, despite what my brain had to say, my heart insisted. I knew it could not be this thing between you and I! And yet I was willing to try. I was willing to throw caution to the wi...

note: I wrote this poem when I was really down. Don't worry about me however, I didn't take that final step and I won't. You have my heart, you are my heartAll I am now is painAs if where love residedNow only knives remain When you walked out of my lifeMy life walked out as wellFor my heart has gone with youAnd left an empty shell I'll find some place to hang itA place nobody seesJust a discarded wrappingFluttering in the...

I've made a huge mistakeI don't want you to go Please stay I'm awash with remorse Please let me take it back Please stay My heart will surely die If I've pushed you awayPlease stay Don’t leave my heart behind  It’s been yours for so long  Please stay A river made of tears Is washing me away Please stay My tears are all the words  My heart cannot convey  Please stay I'm lost in my sorrow I can’t find my way out  Please sta...

I thought you were moreThan what others pretended to beYou weren't there when I had to pourMy emotions out for the world to see.What was so important that youCould not spare a call?Tell me the truth,I mean nothing to you at all.Your inaction results in losing meShould have marked me when you couldI may have low esteemBut I know I was a damn good person to youAnd I would never stab you like she didAnd you know it damn well...