Trapped.Trapped in a bubble of hatred,That suffocates rather than embraces me.Engulfing me with a fiery passion,Washing away any other emotion.Anger claws at me from the inside out,Shredding my last glimmer of hope, faith and serenity.It blinds me, only leaving behind the sight of pain and trepidation.Why have I been cursed with such sorrow?The four worst elements of life:Pain, Sorrow, Anger & Hatred

I thought you were moreThan what others pretended to beYou weren't there when I had to pourMy emotions out for the world to see.What was so important that youCould not spare a call?Tell me the truth,I mean nothing to you at all.Your inaction results in losing meShould have marked me when you couldI may have low esteemBut I know I was a damn good person to youAnd I would never stab you like she didAnd you know it damn well...

I guess I really can’t blame them.How could they be expected to know the truth,When all they see is some well-rehearsed smile,That I have been putting on in the morning,Like a clean shirt.I think I have it down to a science,I’ve been doing it for so long.I’ve polished my act to where I almost fool myself sometimes,Yet at times the sadness slips through to the world.My mother asked me the other day if I was doing drugs aga...

Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see.You won't see love,and you won't see flowers, You won't see something pretty.You will see something dark,You will see something evil,Something so unreal,Something so cruel.You will see the real pain I feel,Because I can't hide it on the inside.I can't hide if you are already looking into my heart.What is it that you want to see?What is it, do you think you will see?You won...

You hit me again todayIt was over an unwashed plateIt stung and my face throbbed My teeth hurt where they had chattered hard together I said nothing and went to my room to cryYou grabbed me by my hair today And pulled me around the room Because you had a bad day Vicious in your malice You took your anger out on meYou whipped me with your belt today Slashing and thrashing until I was screaming Begging you to stop ‘You dese...

Why is it you run and hide? And never show the hurt inside, Where does all that suffering go? The wounds that you refuse to show.Locked like a prisoner in a cell, Alone to bear your personal Hell, A Hell from which you can't escape, But really, it's your chosen fate.Pain that eats you from the inside out, Filling up your whole life with doubt, You just can't do it on your own, You were never meant to suffer alone.Because...

Call me some sort of human or animal if you pleaseI crawl in the depth of depressionWhile you're in the happiness of your own homeBut don't get distracted by this factEverything means something and something means everythingYou don't see this; you only see this little partOne time you need to step back and look at the big picture, right?But don't get distracted by this little factLife is a wreck and I'm the wreck it has h...

I woke up to the sound of music as I do every morning when I have school. It was March 23, 2007 and it was a Friday. Fridays were gods to me because it was the last day in a school week. I have the same thoughts every morning. “What day is it? Do I have to do anything today? What’s going on today?”Well to say sadly I got my answer to the last one as the phone rang. I can remember that day like it was yesterday. That phone...

Feedback is welcome."Erase You" by Lydia Kiei Lynne (C) 2010You said, abandonment, there was no chance.No chance of you leaving me,Said our souls had been bound since we were infants.But now I look around, and you're the one I don't see.I want to erase youFrom every part of me,Every inch of marked skin,Erasing what I thought was true.Erasing what I used to see,Erasing every trace of your sin.Come back and find the girlWho...

I wait patiently for dawn,When splashes of colourful light Will take away the darknessThat you leftThe day you diedI wait patiently for nighttimeWhen the daytime that torments meAnd reminds me so of youWill go and give me peaceI wait patiently for the hurt I feelOver the loss of youTo fade away silently And take the pain from meAnd I am still waiting