Woke up a little after threeGot up and walked the floorGot drink and even peedThen went back to bed some moreTossed and turned till fiveGot up without a winkI am wide awake I really tried to sleepAte while watching the sun come upTook walk in morning dewWent for early swimDid all theses things my loveWhile thinking of only youI am missing you my darlingWith each breath I take I want you back in our bedI have gotten used t...

It spreads faster than the plagueIn medieval timesIt’s the flea aboard the ratBearing your demise You see those around you fallPerhaps you will be next?How can you protect yourselfFrom this horridness? Shall you avoid all contact?Stay away from friends?Never trust an embrace ?Never hold a hand? Live a life so sanitizedInsanity prevails?But this is not the answerTo craft a private jail The flea of which I’m speakingCarries...

I AmWho am IYou askedTo think about itI am taskedI am the daughterOf an abusive manWho learned to surviveAs best I canI am the little girlWho grew up alone and afraidI am the womanWhom life has madeI am the wifeOf another's sonAnd for himI am the only oneI am the motherOf fourOf the nicest kidsCouldn't ask for moreI am the survivorOf a personal attackOne day at a timeI take my life backI am the rhyme makerAnd writer of pr...

My mind challenges me, I think it hates me. It laughs at my misery. Then drowns me in misery. My mind is evil. It killed my heart. My heart was lovely. Now it's dead. My mind is unhealthy. It corrupts my brain. It hates my everything. And makes my everything hate everyone. I've had enough of my mind. He made my buy a gun. He put the gun to his house And pulled the trigger.

There is no distance between us You're always near my sweet In a crowed room There is only the two of us You're in my heart My mind and soul You never leave me dear Your breath is on my lips Your hands around my hips Your eyes are always smiling And watching over me To see the things I do And know when I eat properly We're stuck together love As if joined together with glue We'll never part I know this to be true Cause da...

As free as a sparrow Gliding through the skies Wings spread wide Flying free Searching the heavens Looking for the unknown Caught in the morning sunrise Looking towards the seas  As the day turns to night Cool air blowing through the sky Looking for the highest peak  Settling down for the night Waiting for morning light Rising sun peeking through the clouds Ready to fly  Once again looking for the unknown

They say that people fall in loveI beg to disagreeIt’s really more a catapult:You’re launched, then flying free Swirling, twirling through the airThe world around you spinsLike nothing you have ever seenAt heights you’ve never been You catch your breathSuch beauty!Surrounds you and withinYour happiness just radiatesYou feel your life begin Whether you are young or oldThe newness is so crispEverything is wonderfulEverythin...

Shy away from a temple this morning,I should have known better than to stay,to always breathe in someone else,resting against temperatures made up by another's skin.So I'll take this cure,dream you up in order to cool these fevers down,the mark's already been made,counted on and memorized.All I need now is a sign,a shudder or reluctant sigh,a graceful aching finally pierced,then my summer's said and done.Winter's already...

An old dream of mine came through today, I interacted with you and you almost pulled my heart away. You started the conversation and I was happy to reply, You noticed my nervousness and I think you knew why. I held you close as we waltzed around, And to our dance I felt my heart was bound. I didn’t want it to end; I didn’t want to release you, I just held you tight, like I always wanted to do. I looked down into your eyes...

You Say.. You say.. I'm nasty You say.. I'm pointless You say.. I'm worthless You say.. I'm Useless You say.. I'm stupid You say.. I'm a joke You say that.. A Lot I Say I say.. behave better I say.. be nicer I say.. be polite I say.. treat me better I say.. a lot But you do not listen It never gets me anywhere You don't care, I disappearI say..what you sayIs rantsSay what you wantThat's no romance

Walk with me along the strandFeel the spray upon your face Drag your toes through drifting sandSmile at me and hold my hand Leave tomorrow far awayLive this moment in this placeListen close to what I sayThis is ours this brilliant day Lowering skies will come and goStorms must rain and leave a traceThreatening winds all gust and blowLife is harsh as we both knowWe may plan our clever schemesOffering up quite tender graceK...

Shatter my illusionsTrample on my dreamsShow me that the you I seeIs not a real being Be a thoughtless dullardAn egotistic cadBe the one about whom IWas warned of by my dad Break my heart in piecesUtter only liesCheat and flirt behind my backWhile I sit home and cry Instead you are a wonderAn ongoing delightSupportive, entertainingAdoring, sexy, bright You’re there each time I need youYou bear my lashing outYour smile is...

On a night so dull, illuminated by a blood red moon,I see her coming and not a moment too soon.She smiles as she waves, showing perfect teeth.I wonder if she knows she just made my heart skip a beat.She jumps into my arms as she greets me with a hug,How happy I am, she's my princess I'm her frog.With just a little kiss she makes me transform,I lose all imperfections, gaining an angelic form.Oh how I do wish these feelings...

As I run through dark streets I can’t help looking back, Knowing my pursuer is about to attack. As I run these bloody streets I can’t stop to catch my breath, Can’t afford to get caught, not by this merchant of death. I’ve been running non-stop, for long years now, But I can’t stop, I have to outrun it somehow. My pursuer is crafty, it can take any form, So for me not trusting, had to become a norm. Mine is a daily strugg...

How long is enough?As I sit here waitingThe clock on the wall Saying tick tock, tick tockMy fingers tapping in rhythmTap, tap, tapWaiting, waiting, waitingWhen will it stop?The faucet starts to dripDrip, drip, dripEvery sound magnifiedAs I sit here waitingThe timer goes offDing, ding, dingFinally the waiting is overAs I open the door I see the most beautiful thingMy boys staring back at me