When they met, he never imagined his life would be so full of love. Though his wife has autism and moderate cerebral palsy, oftentimes acting much younger than her biological age to the point where she sees him as her one and only protector, he loves her unconditionally. To anyone else, they probably seem like a strange match, but neither of them care. He does his best to shield her from the questioning looks and hateful...

  Shock rushes through your very bones  To rise and fall like waves of a restless sea  Plunging your heart deep into the cavity of an abyss  Where all those go – that are amiss   You succumb to feeling numb  The present now out of place  No trace  No hint  Not a single glint  From what once felt so real   A tangible being  To touch  To smell  To hear  … Now you feel   As they persist to exist in your mind  You accept in v...

I stood there, gazing into that empty, yawning abyss. I felt a strange nostalgia. A melancholy that was both familiar and unnerving. I knew this place, long ago.Time began to slow.My tears began to flow.I have arrived.Goodbye.

Lonely hours into the night, battling tears and losing the fight;Broken heart that few will see; shattered spirit inside of me;Serene facade, despair within; pondering life, as it would have been;Growing old I can foresee, a dismal road ahead of me;Time moves on, memories to hold; An empty world as my life unfolds. 

I lie in bed at night, softly crying out your name;Because you touched my heart, I'll never be the same; You held me very gently, with much tenderness and care,But you gave me only a moment of your love and life to share;Now that you are gone, forever from my life;I have no other choice, but to endure the pain and strife;I don't want any other; you are all I'd ever need;I wish that I could reach you, make you hear my hear...

Shades drawn to hide from sight; As unseen demons cast their light; Seeking to catch me unaware; I can't find rest from their hellish stare; My tears flow free from unhealed sorrow; Fighting night terror, till the dawn of tomorrow; Wounded soul lies raw and bare; As I endure this nightly affair; As unseen eyes watch through the night; I pray for solace to ease my fright.

Lonely nights,by your side;Lying embraces,painful to hide;Hollow moments,spent in tears;Tenderness gone,for many years.

There's a pain I have inside; I try so hard to hide;I hold on tight and bury it deep;But there's just so long that it will keep;Then in a flash the tears flow free;And continue till they empty me;I'm left as lifeless as an old rag doll;Exhausted and worn till I'm nothing at all.

What can I do to make you stay?Don't leave me alone on this awful day;I fight back the tears as they start to flow;'cause no matter what, you're still going to go;Alone once again and no way to share;the pain of my loss, the load which I bear;Lord, hold me close within your embrace,since nothing else fills this cold empty space;In my heart is an ache so very deep;each night I toss and turn, till at last ...restless sleep.

Those in love do things they wouldn't normally do; If you need proof take a look at all that she did solely for you;  You promised your devotion and left nothing to doubt; But actions speak louder than words and yours were far from a shout; The emotion it seemed easiest for you to openly show; Was the indifference you displayed when your love ceased to flow;  She tried all that she could to get through to you; But you'd g...

I’m very sad today Things seem to be worse You promised you’d find a way I really feel like we’re cursed We can never get ahead Always far behind I just want to go to bed I’m really losing my mind I thought things were paid Please will you talk to me I’m really rather afraid I know you have to agree Hopefully things will work out I’ve been crying all day I have no strength to shout You really need to pay I hope we will be...

My sonGod took a piece of my heartMade it youAnd made it lastA love like thisAn ache in my chestA love like thisI must confessI really wasn't sureHow I would feelBut now I knowBecause you are realI had to see youTo feel itTouch you, hold youTo believe itNo denyingI am cryingHolding you closeI love you the mostTears are fallingMy son I love youNever realised how muchI'd adore youWant to write you storiesWant everything for...

I finally went to the dentist yesterday, Unfortunately, I need a lot of work. I'm loaded with lots of tooth decay,This is making me feel berserk. I've got a serious infection,I needed a tooth extraction.After his x-rays and inspection,Now I need to take action. I need six root canals,Ten crowns to be exact.This is bringing down my morale,This is the honest facts. Three bridges oh my,It's costing as much as a car.I really...

I have really been sad lately crying a lot of wasted tears for people that couldn’t give a shit. They just don’t care how much pain and hurt they cause not just to me but others too. So from this day forward they are history. The tears have dried up and it’s time to move on. It’s time to start rebuilding and give my heart a time to mend to work towards my dreams and aim for the stars.

Stop saying you love me, Because I don't think you understand how much I hurt, How much I cry, How many times I wake up in the middle of the night screaming, Because of you.  I don't think you know how many times I look over my shoulder. Even though you're 1000 miles away, In my mind you could be behind me in a second. I don't like loving my life in terror, But because of you I feel I have to. I hate being afraid of the d...